sweeTness

furga

2007-04-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna be using multiply now... but im keeping this anyway just so i can read my past entries and laugh at myself =D

buh bye blogger

fuckidy fuck

2007-02-21T10:04:00.000+08:00

i hate the second semester.

i hate the professors.
i hate the subjects.
i hate the never ending fatal (and i mean FATAL) exams.
i hate the sleepless nights.

i hate the life.
boo hoo.

here comes summer.
41 days

then again im not so sure if my summer's even worth looking forward to.

woopee rolls eyes . dont ask .

2007-02-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

happy 40th month pravin

&

advanced
happy valentine's everyone!

woopeedoo *sigh*
urrrrgggghhhh

2007-01-31T06:53:00.000+08:00

'Mama Puritz'

April 17, 1923 - January 26, 2007

R.I.P.

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Fatima & Jonathan

January 27, 2007

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i guess mama puritz wanted to be there for the wedding

not a very good start

2007-01-09T19:11:00.000+08:00

hello hello.. i havent been able to blog much cuz i only got 2 use a comp once wen i was in SL (urrrgh i wont even talk about that holiday! ok it wasnt that bad.. it had pretty fun and unforgettable moments.. but i still consider it to be on the top of my list of worst holidays ever).. and wen i got back, i had school the next day and i had to so much of cramming to do!

well hows 2007 for me so far? not very good

1) new years eve... me and pravin had one of our worst fights ever and i so did not have a good time at the party.. i did at first but my bitchy-ness came out after about an hour of arriving there... but hey i wasnt soooo unreasonable! we have this cute pic though! hehe

2) all the cramming & never ending exams and assignments! since school started (which was only last thursday), i've had continuous sleepless nights
3) i got a bloody joke of a history test.. i vow never to get such a low grade again! but hey i cant help it!
4) i gained weight again.. i hate boring holidays.. all u can do is sit at home and eat whatever's around
5) i started the year by cutting the first class on the first day of school even when i vowed last month that i wouldnt skip classes anymore
6) one of my new years resolutions is to stop swearing too much. i still swear about 10-20 times a day. resolutions NEVER work for me

2006 was a pretty good year... i had to go through some tough changes but everything turned out pretty good in the end

one thing that hasnt changed? me & pravin.. the long distance thing is tough.. but we're dealing with it pretty well.. and i hope we can go on like this for as long as we have to.

hehehe

i have a feeling good things are gonna catch up with me soon and this is going to be a fantastic year.. well im hoping anyway

satisfaction

2006-12-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

8th december, friday
we went 4 a show at CCP.. the bloody show only went on for 30minutes and we only got to see the last 1/3 of the show.. picture taking after!

9th december, saturday
upsilon party! mint bar at the fort

that night was followed by other sleepless nights as i had to study for exams (ahhh history i hate you!!!) and finish doing assignments (yup i'm still cramming!). i only got to sleep for more than 3 hours again last night after the lantern parade (CAMP won 2nd place for facade!).. i was so exhausted that i just collapsed wen i got home.

we love jump shots!

College of Allied Medical Professions!

along taft

No to TFI! na-approve na yan 2day dba? errrrr... oh welll
oh the guy i used to have a crush on is in that picture! hehehe

i love my block!

wahh im bored.. i had 2 hurry home cuz i was gonna go for a party but i dint get 2 catch up (grabe traffic sa SLEX!!) so my mom and sis left na.. i went to UP diliman earlier eh... some of my blockmates wanted to watch the oblation run there and i just soooo wanted to get out of the house.. too bad i missed it! haha.. but it was the oblation run in UP Manila last tuesday and watching naked guys run around once is enough for me! awww too bad i dint get 2 take pics! haha

im so happy that its xmas break already! and i'll be leaving for SL in five days!
weeeeee!!

... and then just touch me.. 'til i can get my, satisfaction ...

haha.. come one! u know u wanna dance to it!

He's Back!

2006-12-04T05:43:00.000+08:00

It's Not Over by Daughtry

I love Chris Daughtry

bad habits

2006-12-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

back to school tomorrow! i loved the last 4 days.. MOA on thursday, Powerplant on friday, rested at home on saturday, watched House + went to some Bo Sanchez service (my mom just loves his books) + went to Eastwood today... no thinking about school whatsoever... ok i shouldve started reading history but everyone knows im much too lazy for that.. i just remembered now that i've got to do sumthing for chem.. deyyymmm!

im missing pravin.. we dint get to talk much last week cuz he had to study for his SAT exam.. and we're not gonna be able to talk much this week either cuz of his end of term exams =( but at least i've got something to look forward to.. in 2 and a half weeks i'll be seeing you again pwush =)

aight im off to do that chem thing... while watching House of course.. better to kill two birds at the same time!

p.s. we saw Hale in eastwood tonight.. i just love Champ! hehe

$eeing green

2006-12-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

we randomly decided to go to greenhills today.. i'v never been there before so i was pretty excited! hehe... ang babaw ko noh? well when we got there grabe yung traffic! and all the lines leading to the parking areas were so bloody long.. in the end we decided to go to powerplant instead! thank God cuz i'v been wanting to go there to buy a shirt for pravin from team manila and my mom just wudnt take me.. so YAY i finally got him one! and i got myself one as well which says 'Rocking the Third World'. i also got to buy a white bolero from bayo, an 'i love rock 'n roll' shirt from dorothy perkins, and red havaianas... yup another one! oh and have i mentioned that i'v already bought the xmas edition?? well 2 make the story short, while waiting in line at all flip flops in glorietta, my mom met a woman who was selling the xmas edition.. the next day, we met her in MOA and i got my pair na! i was so happy that when we got home, i stared at it for a while.. hahaha

3 more presents to go.
-xmas present for mama
-xmas present for papa
-bday present for gella

and im planning on buying something for my SL friends.. thats if i still have some money left.. kung wala, sorry nalang! and my UP friends pa!! money sounds really really good right now

i have to stop shopping for myself! just stop it carmina. STOP!

ok im pretty sure thats not going to work

buh bye now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUIKA! i dont even know where to contact you!

sidewalks

2006-11-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

meet my starbucks planner.. hehe.. i finally got mine yesterday after only 2weeks of collecting stickers. man that planner's EXPENSIVE! and just so pretty =)

block picture at the CAMP talent show.. it was pretty fun to dress up!

ok thats all.. this post is pretty random.. just wasted sum time while waiting for pravin to come online... im not even sure if he actually is coming online...

well here's another something for the sake of randomness.

Bought everyone in the bar a drink
Swam with wild dolphins
Climbed a mountain - I hate hiking!
Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
Been inside the Great Pyramid
Held a tarantula
Taken a candlelit bath with someone - ahaha
Said 'I love you' and meant it - everyday
Hugged a tree - for no reason at all
Bungee jumped
Visited Paris - I was young (like 12 I think) so I dint appreciate it more =(
Watched a lightning storm at sea
Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise - with pravin =)
Seen the Northern Lights
Gone to a huge sports game - India vs. Sri Lanka cricket match.. sum scary drunk guy tried 2 steal my lollipop and hugged me.. waaahh.. never again! I don’t even get the game!
Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
Grown and eaten your own vegetables
Touched an iceberg
Slept under the stars - 4 like 20mins? again with pravin.. on one of the school trips.. we were tired!
Changed a baby's diaper
Taken a trip in a hot air balloon - I wanna!
Watched a meteor shower
Gotten drunk on champagne -nah i'v never gotten drunk,, gotta try that sumday! hehe
Given more than you can afford to charity
Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
Had a food fight
Bet on a winning horse
Asked out a stranger
Had a snowball fight
Screamed as loudly as you possibly can - I really wanna!
Held a lamb
Seen a total eclipse
Ridden a roller coaster - I was damn scared at 1st! I still get scared and shaky b4 riding one
Hit a home run - softball 5th grade! hehe
Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking - I was in my room so im pretty sure noone was looking.. hehe
Adopted an accent for an entire day
Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment - yay!
Had two hard drives for your computer
Visited all 50 states
Taken care of someone who was drunk
Have amazing friends - yay again!
Danced with a stranger in a foreign country - how can I? im always with my parents
Watched wild whales - wut do u mean b wild whales? i'v watchd humpback whales!
Stolen a sign - I always wanted a street sign
Backpacked in Europe - im gonna do this one day!
Taken a road-trip - well not reallyyy.. but im considering evry out of trip thing as a road trip.. haha
Gone rock climbing
Midnight walk on the beach - you just gotta do that.. unless ur in sum scary beach where beach boys myt come and touch you
Gone sky diving
Visited Ireland
Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love - I hope this never happens
In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
Visited Japan
Milked a cow
Alphabetized your CDs - I think it got messed up the very next day
Pretended to be a superhero - the power rangers? Hehehe.. I was pink ranger!
Sung karaoke - fun fun
Lounged around in bed all day - I wish I could do this more often!
Posed nude in front of strangers - ummm like never?
Gone scuba diving
Kissed in the rain - ok it was drizzling.. but that’s still rain
Played in the mud
Played in the rain
Gone to a drive-in theater
Visited the Great Wall of China
Started a business
Fallen in love and not had your heart broken - I hope u never do pwush
Toured ancient sites - Rome, Italy & those ruins in Sri Lanka (Sigiriya I think.. ahh I was right!)
Taken a martial arts class - im taking taekwondo 4 PE this sem
Played DVD for more than 6 hours straight - grey’s anatomy, one tree hill, friends… just any dvd of all the tv series that I like.
Gotten married
Been in a movie
Crashed a party
Gotten divorced
Gone without food for 5 days
Made cookies from scratch
Won first prize in a costume contest
Ridden a gondola in Venice- one day i will..
Gotten a tattoo
Rafted the Snake River
Been on television news programs as an "expert"
Got flowers for no reason - hmmm... there's always a reason
Performed on stage - dancing
Been to Las Vegas - again, I was young so I dint appreciate it much.. I loved Circus Circus though! I won like 10 toys! hehe
Recorded music
Eaten shark
Had a one-night stand
Gone to Thailand
Bought a house
Been in a combat zone
Buried one/both of your parents
Been on a cruise ship
Spoken more than one language fluently - English and Filipino.. and French (haha yah right! 3 years of studying French taught me nothing!)
Performed in Rocky Horror
Raised children
Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
Had plastic surgery
Survived an accident that you shouldnt have survived
Wrote articles for a large publication
Lost over 100 pounds - I need 2 though.. ok maybe not 100lbs
Held someone while they were having a flashback - wtf?!?! hahaha
Piloted an airplane - my dad does! hehe
Petted a stingray
Broken someone's heart
Helped an animal give birth
Won money on a T.V. game show
Broken a bone
Gone on an African photo safari
Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced - I want my lip pierced.. but my dad wont let me.. not even an extra piercing n the ears! ok the lip isnt even below the neck!
Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
Ridden a horse
Had major surgery
Had a snake as a pet - im scared of many MANY animals
Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours - I wish! I always seem 2 b awake by 7am
Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
Visited all 7 continents - I havent visited south america and africa.. awww
Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
Eaten kangaroo meat
Eaten sushi - not with the raw meat though.. hehehe
Had your picture in the newspaper - our studio pic was put in 4 an ad.. hehe.. the studio dint even inform us! we cudv sued them! Tssss…
Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
Gone back to school - after every summer/sem/xmas break? hehehe.. that counts!
Petted a cockroach - who does that?
Eaten fried green tomatoes - there r green tomatoes?
Read The Iliad
Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read - huh?Killed and prepared an animal for eating - umm no… I wudnt eat it!
Skipped all your school reunions
Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language - man I hate it!
Been elected to public office
Written your own computer language
Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
Had to put someone you love into hospice care
Built your own PC from parts
Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
Had a booth at a street fair
Dyed your hair - thrice within 5 months? now my hair’s dry.. and half is brown while the other is black
Been a DJ
Shaved your head
Caused a car accident
Saved someone's life

i gotta do more of those
urrrgh pravin's still not online and he's not msging me back
*sigh*

Bond, James Bond

2006-11-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

i watched my 1st ever bond movie today! after watching that, i think im gonna have to go and watch the others! that girl is pretty huh? i was disappointed with the new james bond though. i guess he has that something. but can u even compare him to pierce brosnan? hehehe

hurr r pics i took 4 pwushy 2day.. i was bored at home! hehe

aight im going. gnyt!

p.s. the havaianas christmas edition isnt available in glorietta! i saw it in rob the other night though. i want it i want it!

drift, drift, drift

2006-11-25T14:14:00.000+08:00

i havent posted in so long! no, it isnt because of my studies.. hindi pa naman masyadong toxic. its because of the CAMP talent show.. we practiced almost evryday 4 the last week! its finally over! it was so damn tiring but HELLA FUN! i cant wait for next year! hahahaha... we dint win (congrats to the SP freshmen!) but our whole block worked our ass off! YAY PT 19! wow puro exclamation points yun ha! hehe.. i'll try 2 post pics later.

there was an acquaintance party after the show.. but i dint go na... it finished way later than expected so my mom picked me up.. and i was so damn tired! and i mean dead! i just collapsed once i rode the car.

anyway, im supposed 2 b in UP ryt now for NSTP.. but i dint know that it was at 1pm pa so i was ther by 9am(stoooooopid!!).. so i just went home... but before i did, i went 2 STARBUCKS first... 2 more stickers to go and i get the planner!! wooooohh!! grabe starbucks nalang evryday for the last 2 and a half weeks.. i even treated almost all my blockmates.. awie and kat rejected my offer though cuz they wanted the stickers for themselves.. tsssss.. hehe.. well because of the starbucks planner, im broke! and it's christmas! im thinking of applying as a part-time barista there.. i saw a sign this morning saying that there's an opening... they accept 18 year olds right???

i write sins not tragedies

2006-11-09T14:25:00.000+08:00

i finally finishd enrolling.. it took me less than an hour 2day compared to the 8hours i spent there yesterday! my form 5 was ready wen i got ther at around 9.15am.. and before 10am, i'v already filled up the form, got it signed by my adviser, got it reassessed, paid at the cashier, got the 2nd sem sticker on my id, and got it countersigned at the CAMP lib.. YEHEY!

i went 2 rob for a while 2 look around. i just drooled again. it sucks that i have to get my shopping money from my allowance. what happened to the old arrangement when all i had 2 do was ask my mom for some money? if only i was rich rich rich! hehe.. well it seems like i was born a shopaholic... my mom says that since i was little, i was always really happy wenever i was at the mall.. haha.. having my own mall is still on my wish list! at least im ambitious!

about my sem break... it was SWEEEETT! it was nice chatting with my teachers and seeing my old friends even though we dint get 2 hang out much cuz they were all involved with the school concert.. despite his busy sched, pravin still managed to see me every single day.. thank u baby! =)

yurrmyy!!! haha

cheers!

thats how happy i was.. =)

devika's bday

gotta love shoes!

pravin wit my fat neck.. mwahahaha

cast party... prettyfying ourselves in the bathroom.. hehe

naba, just touch urself

me & pwush.. n a part of shaz's face

this is wut pravin's upto while im gone.

we're on a diet.. hehe

that was a glimpse of my sem break

oh and on November 3, 06 , i officially became an adult!
why dint i have a super bongga debut? well honestly i'd rather just keep all the money for myself.. hehehehe.. and whats the point of having a huge celebration if my HS friends, my dad and pravin arent gonna be there?

just being 18 makes me feel really old!

back to reality

2006-11-09T07:13:00.000+08:00

im back!

actually i arrived this tuesday.. i went yesterday to UP to enroll.. hassle!
i'll post again later to blab.. i gtg back 2 UP 2 finish my enrollment.. i was ther from 8am to 4pm and i still dint get 2 finish!

buh bye!

p.s. i passed math11! haha

high up in the air

2006-10-24T03:04:00.000+08:00

SEM BREAK NA!
oh yeah. oh yeah, oh oh, oh yeah! hahaha

i wont talk about math 11 nalang.. it myt ruin my mood.. hehe.. well actually the exam wasnt so bad (hurrah for sir mong! the best yan! hehe) but right now i just wanna forget about school =) i think i've been stressed enough.

i'll be leaving for sri lanka 2mrw afternoon.. and i'll be seeing pravin again on thursday (or wednesday night) after almost 5 months.. i cant wait to see u!!! u owe me about a thousand hugs and kisses for our 3rd anniversary, the monthsaries, the happy moments that i dint get to share with u, the stressed out and whiny moments that i really needed u, and just for everyday that i've been gone... *dance around* YAY!! ya'll should see my face right now.. its all brightened up! hehe

oh love.. it hasnt even been a whole day yet but im lovin' sem break already =).. so so happy

When you're on a holiday
You can't find the words to say
All the things that come to you
And I wanna feel it too

On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain

that song is just so happy.. hehe

to PT 19, i'll miss ya'll!! see ya'll next sem!

its just starting to sink in

2006-10-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

OH. MY. GOD.

math 11 final exam tomorrow and im still in the middle of the second part. do i have to remind myself that i failed 2 of the dep exams? and what about that promise i made to myself about studying the whole 2 days this weekend? i think in total i've only studied for about 3 hours. and what the hell am i doing blogging right now?

SHIT.

MATH 11, i'm gonna survive your evil-ness. well i HAVE to.
you are so not ruining my sem break

modelong charing.. hahaha.. huwatt?!

2006-10-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

haha bout the title.. well we downloaded that song 4 our socsci project cuz it was on homosexuality.. n it entertained me today in the car.. haha.. wuts 'charing' btw?

so i watchd The Guardian 2day.. and im giving it 4.5 stars! 4.5 cuz i think its good but it doesnt get a 5 cuz its not one of those movies that im just dying 2 watch over and over again for about a week or a whole month... hehe

so i finishd this new layout this morning... [blogger not LJ] YEHEY! notice that pink ALWAYS has to be there..

Pink it´s my new obsession
Pink it´s not even a question
Pink on the lips of your lover,
Coz Pink is the love you discover
Pink as the bing on your cherry
Pink ´cause you are so very
Pink it´s the color of passion
Coz today it just goes with the fashion
Pink it was love at first sight, yea
Pink when I turn out the light,
and Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight

-Pink by Aerosmith

YEHEY! haha.. how random..
so anyway, i added that extra music section cuz i get song obsessions that last 4 about 2weeks-1month so i shall share the lurve!

awww isnt pink&yellow lovely? (mann wen did i ever use 'lovely')
thats another addition to my favourite combinations which consists of: pink&black, pink&green, pink&grey, pink&brown... i have a feeling its going to b pink&orange next.. hahaha

take me to the moon and back

2006-10-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

OMG finishing our socsci final project was just tiring and a bit disastrous (kind of a long LONG story).. but hey we finishd it! yehey! (warning 4 ppl who hav 2 make a 30minute movie on windows movie maker, it takes about 90minutes 2 save the whole movie.)

i'v got only 2 things to worry about now.. the COMM1 exam on friday, and MATH11 on the 23rd (yes the 23rd.. it got moved from the 19th.. and did i mention that my flight was supposed 2 be on the 23rd?! urrgghh.. now i hav 2 wait 2 days longer).. ok make that 3 things i hav 2 worry about! i still dnt knw wut i got 4 the socsci dep.. and i knw i dint do so great

anyway.... my 1st semester of university is almost over... wut do i have 2 say about it? IT WAS A BLAST! sure i almost died about a million times and i'v had the most number of sleepless nights and panic attacks ever (and hey this is only the start! wait 'til the real toxic-ness actually starts!)... but despite all that, its been fun! and my blockmates are mostly responsible for that...

looking back, i'v found that there wasnt a day in school that i dint laugh (even during those days that we shouldnt have been laughing anyway).... everything has gone by so quickly.. and when does that happen? it happens when ur having the time of ur life.. i always wondered why the good times always went by so fast, whereas the worst days always took forever to end.. bakit nga ba?

well to UP Manila PT block 19, i love you! (well maybe except for a few of ya'll but of course im not naming names!) hindi nga.. mahal ko talaga kayo! hahaha! oo na corny! pero admit it, mahal nyo rin ako! hahahaha.. ang kapal! 5 YEARS 'TO GUYS!! dapat may kagaguhan evryday ha? and before u know it, graduates na tayo!

"We have all the time in the world." -- do we really?

cuz right now in my opinion, time is never enough when life is being good to you.

9 days... i cant wait to waste all the time in the world with you 0=)

chuga chuga chuga chuga choo-choo...

2006-10-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

im so bored.. hmmmmmm....
i just got back frm glorietta.. finally went 2 nokia 2 get my stupid fone fixed.. and ther was a sale at bodyshop.. i somehow managed 2 get my mom 2 buy me sumthing.. hehe

i'v been awake since 3am.. i never went back 2 sleep after i woke up.. hmmm well long story after that involving pravin and another fight.. bt we'r all good.. i rily dnt get the point of fighting.. bt we always do it anyway... bt i'd hate it if i was in sum relationship wer we always agreed on evrything.. like how boring wud that be?!?! hehehe

anyway, its been a long week.. just boring school stuff... monday- math 11 dep (i finally passed! the 1st out of 3! studying in the univ lib 4 5hours actually worked!).. tuesday- natsci dep (we only get 2 find out on the 16th if we got exempted 4 the finals or not.. and guess wen the final exam is? the 16th!!) wednesday- went 2 school 4 a bit 2 interview louie mar gangcuangco (the author or orosa-napil malate) 4 our socsci project.. he was really nice and so honest! and 2day im studying socsci 4 the dep 2mrw.. well im actually supposed 2 b studying ryt now.. bt i need a break!! OMG who am i kidding? i havent even started studying yet!

i feel like im always on a break from studying when i havent even done so much of the studying in the first place

when am i ever gonna change? and i seriously have to soon. i got a very embarassing low grade for histo1! and the highest i can get 4 math11 ryt now is even lower than that grade. goodbye UP Medicine

God help me

10.11.03

2006-10-11T06:00:00.000+08:00

3 YEARS

wow

"..when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." - when harry met sally

i guess this is already the rest of my life

forever sounds damn good huh? lets go for it 0=)
(oh mannn! im being cheesy again!)

schnuggums

2006-10-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

fardge.

love it.

lemme hear you say 'deymm!'

2006-10-01T14:48:00.000+08:00

damn! That was a hell of a freak storm! at first i loved it cuz classes were suspended.. but i take that back

Theres still no electricity in our house! thats thanks to the post right in front of our house which fell right onto the wall of our empty lot.. Im using my laptop ryt now.. I got 2 charge it at my cousin’s house, as well as my phone and my ipod.. I swear I couldv alredy died if all 3 have completely died by now.. hehe.. imagine, no electricity since thursday??? Sleeping that 1st night was ok since it was all cold and breezy.. bt the night after that was such a freakin.. aaaaaahhhhhh!

Anyway.. yesterday we went 2 glorietta just 2 let time pass.. we also brought sum stuff wit us in case sum place ther had a room available.. and the whole of makati city was fucking fully booked! Dammit! We even reached manila later but surprise! evry place we went 2 was fully booked 2! Oh and yah I was fucking forced 2 watchd first day high! OMG dont u dare watch it! 4 lang kasi yung choices sa G4 cinema n my cousin chose that (God knows y) and yung sis ko ang arte so I was forced 2 go wit her bt i was gonna go wit my mom 2 look 4 a hotel nalang sana, and there was nothing else 2 do since I dint hav money 2 go shopping (I did get 2 buy a top from people are people though! Hehe) and I dint wanna go window shopping cuz im pretty sure i'll just get annoyed if, I mean when, I find sumthing I like bt I cnt buy it so I just went with them 2 watch the movie..(whew!!! Ang haba nun ah! hehe) And the whole cinema was full and many ppl ther were so bloody annoying especially the girls behind us. ang sarap na nga sigawan eh! As in I was losing my nerve! Kilig na kilig pa kay Gerald.. as in inis na inis na ako! Hehe..

So anyway, we got tired of looking 4 places 2 stay so went went back 2 marcelo na and yay yung avenue may electricity na! pero we asked the guard.. yun lang daw yung may ilaw! we went 2 our cousins house 1st.. may electricity sa area nila! Pero wala parin sa house namin kasi nga dahil dun sa bwisit na poste!! So we slept ther nalang.. super happy ko cuz I got 2 charge my fone! Hehe.. well I havent been able 2 talk 2 pravin much =( and i would b damn sad ryt now if Im not able 2 read his msgs.. I just crave 4 his msgs or calls everyday.. hehehe.. im such a sad girl relying on a boy 4 happiness.. thats so damn sad.. hehehe.. ok heyy I dont rely on him 4 happiness! Or do i? hehehe..

Oh and one window broke on Thursday during that crazy storm! Its above the stairs so it cnt b reachd easily and it couldnt get locked.. so it slammed and the glass shatterd and the screen fell off! So the 2nd floor got a bit wet.. and the window couldnt get sealed off.. wala pa namang lalake sa bahay.. only my grandpa.. but hes getting weaker everyday na.. before he couldv done it.. pero now he cnt even walk straight.. as in nakakatakot na.. and ang kulit rin kasi! Hindi nakikinig. Im felling sorry 4 my mom na nga rin cuz its so hard 2 take care of him..

Hmmmm.. well anyway, the one good thing about the storm is that I actually had the time 2 read the books ive bought ages ago but I never got the time 2 read them.. everyone, buy orosa-nakpil malate. it has really descriptive sex scenes.. and lemme just add that theyr GAY (yes as in homo, not happy) sex scenes.. and some may find reading it a teeeeeny bit hard (shiet ang deep ng tagalog! Hehe).. but its a really good read! And I admit, that book got me all teary eyed… I just really really find it so damn sad wen the lover dies! Ooops.. spoiler!.. hehehe.. and I also read another book.. love story.. i liked that they called each other bitch and bastard.. reminds me of me and pravin.. except we call each other each other's bitch.. hehehe.. well the lover dies in that one as well! and I re-read shopaholic ties the knot.. ive bought all 4 of the books of the shopholic series.. I dunno wer the other 3 r.. damn! Now I gotta buy em again! Hehe.. and I cnt wait 4 the 5th one 2 come out alredy.. well the series better not end with becky or luke dying!

oh and the other good thing is that ther was nothing 2 do so i was asleep by like 8 or 9 so i had a full 10-12 hours of sleep 4 a few days.. it feels so damn good.. i'v so totally 4gotten wut thats like!

Aight my damn laptops dying.. I gtg do my homeworks as well.. hehehe.. days of having nothing 2 do and I still haven’t done my homeworks! And those were due last thursday pa! all hail the slacker!
Buh bye.. shiet this post is kinda long huh? Well ther was like no communication with the outside world (haha exagg! But its true! No internet and my phone was dying and its still fucked up! I still cnt fucking send msgs! Damn I really need 2 stop swearing) 4 about 2days! I gotta babble!

p.s. no I do not rely on a boy for happiness. Not before, not now, not ever.
but pwushy, thanks 4 giving me all the happiness in the world
0=) hahahahahah… bleckkk.. im so cheesy.. I hate it

p.p.s wuts with me and the word 'damn'?

betcha by golly wow! =)

2006-09-24T06:29:00.000+08:00

i havent posted in so long. and i havent even been that busy. hindi na masyadong toxic! dint think that wud ever happen again! hehe. after the week of the philo exam, no more h.ws, some classes were cancelled & the fun histo trip last week... i actually have time 2 watch tv when i get home! but with the finals approaching, patay!!!

grey's anatomy 3rd season started na in the US.. so ryt now im downloading the 1st episode.. i cnt wait a gagillion years 4 it 2 start airing here or until the dvd comes out. hehe excited! that show inspires me 2 continue on 2 med.. seryoso.. hehe

oh and i watchd step up last night! go watch it!!!
lets go dancing! yipeee! hehe.. uyyy blockmates! after finals ha?!?!?!!?

cge buh bye
that was a rily random post

p.s. what does LTRCB stand for? as in yung nakasulat sa likod ng vehicles.
i was just always curious. sumone tell me!

boootiful!

2006-09-06T14:46:00.000+08:00

im addicted 2 this face recognition thing.... i found out about it from bryanboy.com... nakaka-aliw lang! i'v tried about a hundred pics of me and pravin.. hehe.. i only got 2 save a few though.. i just cudnt b botherd saving them all.. and i dnt hav a single proper picture of u pravin! ur always making weird faces! hehe

pravin looks like a lot of girls compared 2 guys! i always thought he was feminine.. hehe jk baby! freddie prince jr. and ashton kutcher did appear twice 4 him though.. oh and also bruce willis.. hahaha.. WTF?! and out of the 5 backstreet boys, 4 of them appeared! hehe

check em out!

johnny depp huh? not bad! hehe

ey u actually look related to amitabh bachchan! maybe its cuz ur both brown.. hehehe

i only know keira knightley out of these ppl.. hehe..

naks! hehehehehe.. huwaaatttt?! *shock* theyr pretty ppl! hehehe.. WTF?!?!

ok yan nalang... i hav 2 study philo pa! 2nd final paper 2mrw! and the math dep yesterday? lets just say that just thinking about it gives me a headache! and i havent slept properly in so long that yesterday i got home and i passed out.. i woke up at 5.30am and my contacts were still on! my eyes were red!

oh and yes me and pwushy r ok.. he just called the next day and evrything was fine.. and i realised that we dont need a break.. i'll adjust eventually and i dnt need him 2 b not there
and no prutsylicious (haha! prutsylicious is back!).. even if we did try the break thing and we started talking again, i'll never start it with "i've met a guy...."
im pretty sure it'll take ages 2 get over you.. that is, if i ever do get over you.. well not like i'll ever have 2 start working on that ryt? heehee.. hopefully... we'll see
aywubyoo!

what exactly is a 'break' anyway?!

2006-09-02T14:05:00.000+08:00

it's just a break

not a break-up

fuck is this rily what i want?
well no of course not
but i need it.. WE need it
though im not really sure what i want out of this
complicated? just a bit

there are times when all you can do is smile

2006-08-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

P + C = <3

0=)

oh the shitness of it all! hehe

2006-08-17T08:01:00.000+08:00

babble babble babble......

*failed the 1st math dep!! all i needed was one more right multiple question answer! i cnt fucking get exempted now! oh yah ryt carmina, like u had a chance anyway! mwahahaha

*that fucking shit comm exam screwed me over (hehehe grabe sa galit!).. we'r getting the results 2day.. hahaha.. that was the worst exam ever.. and i mean WORST.. yes even worse than maths.. or even philo and hstry.. at least i can come up with my own shit 4 those.. bt hell vocabulary's ruining my life! uyyy hyperbole! hehehe

*survived my NatSci exam yesterday! well i survived it.. cant say that im sure i passed it.. dammit! i have 2 get exempted 4 this! this is the only subject im fairly confident in.. bt damn that exam SUCKED! bloody quantum crap!!! hehe galit??

*watched GODSEND with simon, gem & kevin 4 our philo final paper yesterday after the exam... sigaw kmi ng sigaw! hehehe.. di nman kasi sinabi ni micki na medyo suspense rin sya!

*shit nman yang philo paper na yan!

*SocSci group report due 2day.. finishd my part just now.. hehehe.. tinamad na kagabi!

*started worrying about the philo final exam.. its in 2weeks na! and i cnt remember freaking anything! FUCK!!!

*sale sa TOPSHOP! i need money!! waaahhh
*oooh i got an ATM card na pala (YEH YEH!! hehehe.. thats the happy version btw).. i can go shopping......
*or not.....
*hhmmmmmm??
*TOPSHOP meyn!!!!!
*hehehe ok enough already!

*pravin... hmmm... !#&$#^&!@$!!!! errrr yah im still mad.. i'll get over it.. as always

hmmm the 3 things thats lodged in my brain.. studies (well i think more bout the stress of studying instead of actually studying), shopping (oh heaven! hehe) and my freakishly tall bf (hmmm... yah yah i love you pravin.. watever! hehehe..)

cge buh bye na.. i'v got an hour to do watever.. then i'v got 2 go back 2 hell! whats UP doing to me?!?! hehe.. TOXIC!

TOXIC

2006-08-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

its gonna b toxic 4 the next couple of weeks
i wanna cry looking at this:

Aug 7 - Maths 11 1st dept exam
Aug 8 - NatSci grp report (was supposed 2 be last thursday bt we dint hav a projector!)
Aug 16 - NatSci 1 exam (at least this was postponed! it was supposed 2 be this friday already)
Aug 17 - SocSci grp report
Aug 21 - Philo final paper
Aug 24 - SocSci individual reflection paper

i wont hav time 2 breathe! and as always i have crap loads of reading 2 do 4 philo and history already! and i hate bloody reports and bloody papers! they just take up so much of my precious time!! hehe.. ok not like i do anything much with that time anyway except surf the net, watch tv, sleep, you know the usual useless stuff.. but evryone loves the useless stuff! hehe.. now i cnt even stay up late chatting with pravin online! damn i miss that bugger! hehe

ok so yesterday i went 2 the ayala museum with awie, kat, paula, simon, carl and albert 4 the socsci reaction paper... it was a fun day! and we shot a video 4 our natsci project and we mustv looked quite stupid.. hehe.. ohh and i finally got 2 buy shoes! theyr cute and pink.. it was a little above the budget bt i wanted it! and they dint hav a size 9 so i had 2 buy the size 8 bt hey i rily wanted it! and it fits just fine.. hehe

ok so im gonna go and study maths now.. i still say maths instead of math.. bt weirdly, wen im with my blockmates i manage 2 say math instead of maths.. ok ya'll myt nt think its such a big deal.. hehe... bt yah my vocabulary happens 2 change depending on who im talking 2...
and i manage 2 b all american-like instead of british-like here.. which is weird cuz wen i talk 2 pravin on the fone later in the day i go all british-like again.. hehe.. ok nvermind.. im just amazed.. yes i am easily amused.. hehe

ok buh bye

oh oh oh!! LANCE BASS IS GAY!! whats happening 2 the world?? hehe.. i was shocked wen my friends mentioned it the other day... well i still like him though.. he was in fact my 1st big obsession.. hehehe... i just wish he was dating sumone hotter.. haha.. ohh i bet my friends in SL who witnessed my 'lance phase' wud just love 2 laugh in my face.. hehe i still remember that song they kept singing 2 annoy me and saby.. which went sumthing like "lance is fat, lance is GAY..." hehe.. i remember we'd even have an NSYNC day.. and on those days we'd watch nsync videos... hahahaha... man those days bring back soooo much memories!! hehe.. GREAT TIMES!

oh and 4get my last entry
I LOVE YOU PWUSHY!MK!

oh yuck melinda just showed me this book of penises that she got 4 her bday 2day.. hahahahah...

HAPPY BDAY NABA AND MEL!

what hurts the most

2006-08-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

a 10 year long distance relationship??

who the fuck r we kidding?!?

PCD!

2006-07-29T07:11:00.000+08:00

that show was HOT!!
thats one of the hundred pics i took last night.. yup 100! i just kept clicking and clicking! hehe.. oh and i put a watermark cuz of biatches who like stealing my pictures..

my throat hurt so much after all the screaming! hehehe
their performance was quite short though which was a bit disappointing..
i'll post more pics up on multiply if i hav time!

ppl u sooo shudv watchd this! hehe
2 bad i dint get 2 see the BEP!

nobody said it'd be easy

2006-07-25T15:03:00.000+08:00

this long distance relationship thing is hard.

but im far from giving up.

its just really hard.

ALWAYS.

i miss you

sluggy

2006-07-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

'sluggy'
pravin likes 2 call me that sumtyms... im like the laziest person i know! hehehe

2day i woke up at 7.30.. slept again.. woke up at 9.. continued watching smallville.. and i dint get off that couch (well except 4 lunch and a shower) until about 3/4pm when i finishd the whole season.. and wut hav i done since then?? hmmm lemme see... NOTHING! well except call pravin [i sooo miss his voice! i miss u pwushy!] bt that took only about 10minutes... it amazes me how much time i manage 2 waste evry single day!

and its like 'oh watever i cnt say i hate it!'
but i NEED 2 get rid of that lil habit of mine.. and SOON! cuz i rily dont wanna fail on my 1st semester of college!! i'v been slacking off.. thats nothing new but i dnt think its gonna work this time

so im gonna start right NOW.. wish me luck on finishing the histry assignment!!
buh bye!

dormez vous dormez vous...

2006-07-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm wut does dormez vous mean again? i was just remembering that song we sang in french class once.. hehehe..

so wut hav i been doing??
i watchd pirates of the caribbean on wednesday itself.. i went 2 UP muna ksi we had a natsci report 2 finish.. we did about 15minutes of work tapos nag rob na! hehe.. grabe suspended pa pala yung classes! oh well... tapos me and awie met up with simon 2 watch the mvie.. then we decided 2 go 2 mall of asia nalang.. last minute decision na.. wala lang!
wen we got ther we waited 4 about an hour pa b4 the mvie started.. asusss yung dalawang yun nag-yosi pa!! mga 5 each siguro.. mga addict!! hehehe.. pinipilit pa talaga ako! mga bad influence!! syempre the good girl that i am, i stayed away from the fags.. hehe
i liked the movie! i love capt. jack sparrow! hehehe

so on thursday, classes were suspended! ang saya sana! but i had 2 finish the bloody natsci report! tapos magtatatalon ako nung sinabi na suspended rin sa friday! tapos maiyakiyak ako nung sinabi na binawi daw!! hehehe.. so thursda was a drag! i dint even get 2 read the history assignment! ok not like i usually do it anyway but i dint even hav the option!

nung friday walang PE! and our natsci report went ok i think.. hehe.. i wonder wut grade they gave us!! and thank God we dint get a quiz 4 hstry!! ohh yah and after classes we went 4 the indayog dance workshop! it was damn fun! they even taught us stunts in the end.. but of course i cudnt do them! hehehe.. so thers gonna b a workshop on monday.. 4-6 ulit! unfortunately we hav classes til 5.30!! UP ppl, GO 4 THE WORKSHOP! hehe.. saya talaga.. promise!

nung saturday we had nstp from 1-4.. this is wut we did

hehe yah we built little houses...

with some of my blockmates

kat, me and awie

awie and eliseo.. ay i mean albert.. hehe

yung lang! hehe

oh i watchd lovewrecked 2day.. it isnt anything great.. but that guy frm mean girls is rily cute.. oh and my old obsession is in it.. lance bass!! hehehe.. and sale sa zara! it was so tempting! hehe... but i only bought one top! im soooo going back!

ok i gtg and study philosophy!! bloody freakin philosophy!! =(
shit i hav 2 study histry pa pala! natsci exam kasi on tuesday so i plan on focusing on that 2mrw.. meaning i wont get 2 study history again.. im bound 2 fail!!

IT IS I !!! hehe

2006-07-11T20:31:00.000+08:00

yes im alive!!!
finally got a comp... n we got dsl yesterday!!

so where do i start??
rewind to a month ago
last weekend in SL *sniff*

friday:
after the inter house play, pravin surprised me with dinner at the beach at mt.lavinia <3>

then he gave me a note from the girls.. with a poem written by sarah of course.. hehe so it basically said that ther was a surprise 4 me the next day!

saturday:
woke up in the morning not knowing wen 2 get ready and all so i kept asking pravin 2 tell me wutever the hell he knew!!
at around 10 sarah and pravin (that was a surprise 2! he told me the nyt b4 that it was gonna b a girls' day!) 'kidnapped' me.. of cors i dint know hu the hell they were cuz of their 'masks'.. hehehe...
then we went 2 devika's house and evryone was ther! including saby who i dint knw was back in the country..
i dint knw wer the hell we were going until about 1-2 hrs later after i actually saw the place in the distance... leisure world!!! hehe

us... minus akila and saby who i think went 2 go talk 2 the manager cuz saby's cam was stolen!!

so i got home and planned on sleeping early.. took a shower, changed into my pjs and got ready 4 bed... bt then sarah came with another letter... turns out the surprise wasnt over yet!

dev, shaz and dulna came 2 my house and we all went 2 bayleaf... and again, evryone was ther 4 dinner! yay! hehe.. sarah came late though cuz of a family thing and that pretty much sucked! cuz she only got ther wen ppl were alredy leaving =(

me and my girls! minus rosie who was in the US 4 her sis' graduation =(

so we had a yummy dinner and drank a bit.. ok a bit more than a bit that the bill added up 2 rs17000! hehe

hehe pravin looks like a pimp!

so then we all went home in a taxi.. and the taxi dude was rockin!!! hehe it was like clubbing in a taxi! hehe
hmmm actually we dint go home.. we decided 2 hav a sleepover so we went 2 my house 1st then pravin dropped us at shaznitch's!
then as always, we had a late night just staying up talking bout the usual stuff girls talk about.. sleepovers r an excuse 2 hav deep conversations.. hehe.. saby of course wasnt ther cuz she went out and only came back at 5am!!

sunday:
just packed up all my stuff the whole day.. pravin came over in the evening and it was the last time i had him 2 myself alone.. =(

monday:
my last day of school! so i basically just dint do anything! just went 4 the sake of going cuz it was my last day and i got my leaving certificate... took pics! too bad i dint get 2 take pics with my teachers though! damn! hehe...

ok we took more pics bt i cnt b botherd puttin more up! hehehe...

in the evening pravin had his bday dinner (he had it early so i'd b ther!) at ssc so it also served as my goodbye dinner! rosie also got back that night!

this is known as the down syndrome smile.. originally by akila... hmmm hes the only one in the pic whos not doing it though...

sooo after the dinner, pravin, sarah, rosie, saby, natsy, n akila went home with me... i gave pravin his bday present (i zippo.. which i think he lost a wk ago!!) and he gave me this black sheet-like cloth wer he askd ppl 2 sign!
then we all went 2 the airport! they dint gt 2 go in with me though cuz it was too late anyway cuz the flight was gonna board soon.. so we said our goodbyes.. i tried nt 2 cry and of cors i didnt.. i h8 crying in front of ppl!!! my eyes get waaaaaaaaaay more chinky! hehe..

so just like that i was gone =(

now im officially an ISKOLAR NG BAYAN!
OMG theres soooo much pressure!!! puro nalang 'kyo mga taga UP kyo kya dapat ganyan ganyan... blah blah....'... ahhhhhhh!!!!
im sooo hating histo and philo! 4 the 1st few wks all we did was photocopy stuff so we always had 2 stay an hour later than our actual dismissal time.. thers always sooo much 2 read!!! now 20pages of reading assignment actually seems short! i nver even used 2 b botherd reading wenever the teacher used 2 tell us 2! now it seems like thats all i do... well not really cuz i'v nver actually finishd a reading assignment! hehehe...
since i nver finish, evry monday and thursday, i spend my break studying philo.. on tuesdays and fridays, i spend it on studying histo..
at least im loving my blockmates!!!

ok thats all 4 now na!! kinukulit na ako ng ka-grp ko sa natsci.. project due on friday na! we'r only starting now! mwahahahaha!

oh and its mine and pravin's 2year 9month anniversary!
aywubyoo!!!
=)

tata!

pumped up with adrenaline

2006-06-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i posted!! busy ehh!!
so yah im in manila na!! college started last week.
but college life is only starting to kick in now
anong feeling?? exhausting! hehe

well i cnt post a long entry now... im not in the mood! and i dnt hav a comp yet.. ryt now im at my cousins place nga ehh.. had 2 get info bout socrates, plato & aristotle for philo! hehe..

siguro in a week or 2 i'll post a more detalied entry bout wuts been happening in my life from the last days i spent in sri lanka!
so til next week! tata!!

I MISS SL!
gluck 2 ya'll who r having ya'lls final exams this week!!

hot summer days

2006-05-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

ok its not really summer... but it felt like it this weekend

its was the vesak weekend so we had the friday off! we were out of town 4 3days and 2nights...

this is what the trip mostly consisted of::

aww its the happy family! devika's the family dog btw.. hehe

pa-cute! kunwari pa candid! hehehe

newest member of the backstreet boys!

wuv wuv... aywubyoo!

these 2 always have nice random pics! im jealous! hehe

hahaha! ewwwness

freakin weirdos!

akila's happiness.. drinking, stripping down and walking around in his boxers, and wearing shazana'a underwear on his head!!! hahahaha.. ok not so much the last one.. (sorry 4 the explicit picture! which i just realized is like the oblation.. hehe)

my barkada =)

ok thats enuf of pictures.. we took about 200 of em! hehe

so we got home at around 3pm sunday afternoon... couldnt go 2 church cuz i was too tired and had a stomach ache thanks the mcdonalds take out... slept and woke up at around 6 and had 2 study 4 a chem mid-term... finished my chem and bio h.w. (well i dint even rily finish both!).. my grades r probably fucked! but hey, the trip was worth it!

ok goodnight
i still hav 2 go through maths and finish that bloody chem hw i dint finish! FUCKNESS!

oh and im really pissed that CHRIS DAUGHTRY got eliminated! dumb americans!!

oh and i have a new found work which i discovered this weekend.. and its FAGGOTRY.. i love saying it.. come on just say it! FAG-GOT-TRY! hehehe

wuv wuv..

2006-05-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

2 years and 7 months today...

aywabyoo wibbit!!

p.s.
Belated Happy Birthday 2 my cousin Martin! (may 10)
Happy Birthday 2 my cousin Miggy! (may 11)
Advanced Happy Birthday 2 my granpa! (may 13)

mwaaaaahhhhhhh!

goodbye UST....

2006-05-05T20:13:00.000+08:00

i just got the news the other day... i got into UP Manila! BS Physical Therapy... huwaawww!! hehehe

i thought that was impossible... kasi my mom went there nga and they said closed na talaga yung course... pero nagpa-reconsider parin sya sa PT along with other courses... akala ko siguro nman maka-pass rin sa ibang course.. pero nakuha ako sa PT! i wasnt even on the waiting list... and my upg is 2.3 and the cut-off 4 PT is 1.75... i guess they saw my 99 sa science section ng UPCAT? hehehe.. ewan ko! basta i feel lucky.. oh the power of prayer!!

well yesterday i was kinda confused on whether i should continue on 2 UST or if i should go 2 UP.. and i realised 2day na thers rily nothing 2 think about!!

though i started 2 like UST na and i knew that i would fit in well, i remembered that UP was my dream school! and why would i drop the chance of getting into a university that thousands of filipinos dream of going to? and compare P8000 a sem to P42000! a year in UST is already like spending 5years in UP.. and i wont even need a dorm! well thats quite upsetting 2 since i would love 2 live on my own! i'll try 2 convince my parents 2 get me and apartmnt nalang next year! marami nman sa UP area! hehe

well the only problem is that we completely have 2 change our plans on wen we'r gonna be going back 2 the phil.. unlike UST, UP wants my final grades pa so i'll hav 2 stay 4 the exams which only finish on the 3rd week of june! so i'll miss 2 weeks already and i rily wanna go 4 the orientation! the only good thing about that is that i get 2 stay for pravin's 18th bday!

cge i'll go na.. i'll update more this week.. thats if im not 2 busy.. now i actually hav 2 study and do my homeworks!! dammmnnn!! ok who am i kidding... not like i waste 2 much time doing those anyway! haha

p.s. ohhh i got a new turtle! and its so cute and tiny! i thought pong wud b happy 2 hav company but hes (or she.. i still dnt know if its a male or a female!) so evil 2 it! im calling it puffin! hehehe.. well i got the idea from my korean friend who calls pravin 'puffin'.. either it just always sound like 'puffin' or he just rily cant say 'pravin'.. hehe.. awww i miss danny! hope hes doing great in korea!

2006-04-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

BELATED HAPPY SINHALESE NEW YEAR!

HAPPY EASTER!

school starts tomorrow! ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

buh bye
=)

ohhh they moved the time back by 30minutes! i dont get how they can just change the time and why they would change the time...
12.00-12.30am of the 15th of april (or 11.30pm-12.00am.. its a bit confusing! hehe) 2006 in sri lanka occured twice

aight tata! pwushy just dropped by 2 give me yurmy easter eggs!

carnations...

2006-04-11T12:22:00.000+08:00

i just got a delivery of flowers

luv u pwushy!
that was a surprise! i think thats the 1st time i ever really got surprised getting flowers from u.. i really had no idea! hehe... but then again looking back i think i should have since u askd bout that flower i really like.. u hav 2 work more on being subtle.. heehee
mwaaaaahhh!!
0=)

SO sweeet

2006-04-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

oh my baby, youre so sweet it makes me cry.. youre so sweet... youre so sweeeett... --- so sweet by jonathan rice.. download ppl! i dnt know wuts with me and the word 'sweet'.. we have this connection... hehehe.. ermmm ok...

i spent the afternoon with my pwushy... he came 2 my house at around 1 and we left at 2 (well we barely get alone time! hehe..) for lunch.. first we went 2 wafflers but wen we got there it was closed.. so we decided 2 go 2 crescat... but then we decided 2 go 2 lagoon at the cinnamon grand instead cuz he had dinner there the other night and he liked it.. hehe... here is wut we ate

fish, cuttle fish & prawns.. seafood galore! hehe... it was yurrmy
thanks 4 taking me out pwushy! thats by far the most expensive lunch we'v ever had together! hehehe... and advanced happy anniversary for 2mrw! 2 years and 6 months!

0=)
I LOVE YOU brownie
(4 the readers info, no not 'brownie' as in the yummy thing u eat [uggghhh dnt u just hate it wen ppl call their lovers sum food name???] nooope i call him brownie cuz he is a BROWN NIGGA! nyehehehe)

random p.s- this word verification thing in blogger is kinda annoying huh??
another random p.s (well this really makes it a p.p.s)- i got a dvd of she's the man 2day! yerss i'v watchd it but i really liked it! CHANNING TATUM is hot yo!!

say wuh?!

2006-04-09T12:58:00.000+08:00

here are some quotes from some movies... some sweet, some random, & some funny
wala lang.. bored lang talaga ako!

Never Been Kissed
"That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time." [mushy much?? heehee]

"there is a great big world out there and it won't matter if you were the most popular girl, the quarterback of the football team, or the biggest nerd in school. Find out who you are and try not to be afraid of it."

My Best Friend's Wedding
"if you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. otherwise, the moment just... passes you by... "

A Walk To Remember
Landon: Jamie... I love you. ........... Now would be the time to say something.
Jamie: I told you not to fall in love with me

"our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but i can feel it"

Crazy/Beautiful
"There are millions of people in this world. But in the end it all comes down to one."

One Tree Hill
"sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped, and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone."

"At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one."

"Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering"

Zoolander
"i'm pretty sure there's a lot more to life than being really, really good looking. and I plan on finding out what that is." [heehee]

aight that is all
feel free 2 share
=)

summer day...

2006-04-05T13:26:00.000+08:00

i got back from manila this early morning lang.. got on an earlier flight! but still dint get 2 go with my friends 4 the out-of-town trip... and it was my 1st time 2 travel all alone! YAY! hehe

anyway... that song (summer day) is in my head... the song's pretty annoying cuz she kinda sounds like hilary duff.. hehehe.. but it grew on me.. its quite a fun song 2 listen 2.. it feels like a "girls day out" song.. hehehe

damn it was SOOOOOO damn hot in manila... summer na summer!
here r a few things i did:

*shopped
*then window-shopped... my mom wudnt give me money!!!!
*things i bought that i sooo love: 1.'teenage royalty' shirt from people are people 2.white tankini from U (that was a great buy.. it was P1000 cheaper.. hehe) 3.yellow+green brasil havaianas 4.oh-so-pretty bra from bench 5.butterfly cover-up top from bayo 6.givenchy lovely prism limited edition (from the singapore airport... my mom was oh-so-kind 2 buy me another perfume.. hehe)
*cut my hair and got it cellophaned (its brown-ish now.. i liked the red-ish colour better)
*got brown eye contacts
*chose paint 4 my new room and a new bed
*watched glory road, just friends and she's the man(that movie's funny!and the guy's HOT!hehehe)
*watched pinoy big brother celebrity edition.. hahahahah.. well my tita kept watching it.. so i also did.. i even stayed up late 4 the final episode.. hehehe
*watched southborder at 19 east... it was pretty good... and the band that played b4 them (K 24/7) was quite good 2.. it was one of southborder's last bar performances.. so JAMMING sila! freestyle came 2...! i love that one guy from freestyle.. the bald one! i love his voice.. hehe.. and one other band and other singers jammed with 'em.. it was FUN! i wanted 2 watch hale... i love their kind of music ehh.. but i missed them sa glorietta.. =(
*got my letter from UP... my UPG is 2.3 something... mataas ba yun or mababa? 4 science i got 99 (wow), language 97, maths 72 (bwisit!), reading comprehension 47 (mas lalong bwisit! that filipino section really screwed me over!!!)

ok thats all i can think of now...
coming back i was hoping that i wud b able 2 shop in the singapore airport.. but ther wasnt anytime.. as soon as the plane from manila landed, the flight 4 colombo was already on last call =(.. urrrrggghhh! i was hoping on spending the $100 my mom gave me! haha... so im just gonna ask her 2 buy me the bobbi brown pink shimmer brick compact (hehe i love it.. and its only $38... in manila its over P3000 ) wen she gets back

im gonna b going out in a few... going out 4 lunch with the barkada at the commons.. theyr going there straight from their trip..
until then, im gonna try finishing this layout... or maybe not.. now i just cant b botherd....

aight TATA!
=)

*edit*
oh yah i went 4 the UST interview pala for PT.. and i qualified! YAY! pero im still not sure if i really wanna go 2 UST, or to try UP parin (pero different course).. ayaw ko talaga location ng UST ehh!! and hndi ko feel mag-dorm.. wala nman dun malapit na aprtmnts na safe... di ko rin talaga feel mag uniform.. hehehe

SugarRush

2006-03-17T16:36:00.000+08:00

my new layout!
pero im still making the header pa...
i added BROWN 2 my colour combination! lagi nalang pink&green&white/black ehh.. hehe

EXAMS finishd 2day! gonna go out in a few... its the girl's tradition 2 go 2 pizza hut after exams.. then gonna meet the guys after

=(
im leaving 2mrw night 4 manila na.. we'r still on waiting list 4 a later flight on the 22nd.. pero its fully booked talaga ehh! along with the last day of 2nd term (my last last day of term EVER!), im not gonna b here 4 school and class pics as well..
urgggggghhhhhhhh!!

aight buh bye na

pump iT!!

2006-03-14T14:33:00.000+08:00

its a holiday 2day... and i shud probably spend the day studying chemistry.. but u know meee... im a professional procrastinator! i slept only 4 hours the other night... then i came 2 school, and it seemed like it wasnt at all worth it... especially 4 bio U3 cuz nothing i studied even came 4 that bloody exam!! maths pissed me off... and bio U3 pissed me off even more!! urrrgghhh
aight enuf about EXAMS! its so DEPRESSING!

last night was my sis's concert... her and her friends organised their own thing and they invited bands 2 come and play too.. mara dance moves! hehe... the bands were kinda boring.. and they got even more boring towards the end... and it went on 4 too long! the crowd was a bit crazy.. well in the balcony anyway! we kept booing ppl off the stage.. after a while that got boring 2 and ppl just kept doing it.. kinda got annoying 4 me.. hehe.. after it finishd ther was a whole fight outside the auditorium.. i dint see much but it was a bit crazy.. bottles were flying around and sum guy was carried and beaten up and evrything.. that was a bit scary!

oooh i downloaded the 1st 3 episodes of the 3rd season of ONE TREE HILL.. i lurve it!!! im downloading the next episode now... i love brooke and lucas... and i was upset wen they broke up in real life.. hehe.. ok enough bout that

im going 2 manila in a week.. and this is the 1st thing im gonna buy:

aight.. TaTa people! better get on with CHEMISTRY!!

still cant breath... hmmmm

2006-03-11T00:04:00.001+08:00

this week... i dint do anything at all!!
went 2 school, came home, and did nothing! urggghhh! EXAMS start next week! and on monday i'v got 5 papers! maths C1 and C2, and bio U1, U2 annnd U3!! dammnnn... i havent started studying and its worrying me a bit that im not having a panic attack yet...
well thats the whole drill! its the exact same thing i do everytime!!!

ok let me NOT focus on exams...

i just watchd american idol... i wish melissa got eliminate instead of Ayla! oh welll.... my fave is still in it though! CHRIS DAUGHTRY RULES! hehehe

oh here are sum pics from MUN last weekend... it was damn boring!! but it was damn fun at the same time 2! i kinda miss it.. it was verrry entertaining!! and of all the 500 participants, not even ONE hot guy was in 2nd committee!! i was quite upset at 1st... hehehe... oh and i rily dnt think i can stand wearing heels for 3 whole days in a row ever again!!!

the guys!!! awwww.... i love this pic!!

delegates of india!!

i hated these 2 sooo much! delegate of the USA (freaking know-it-all with a fake accent who soooo didnt deserve the best delegate award! although annoying, he was a bit funny so it was also entertaining), and the delegate of UK all the way from lebanon (shes got a MAJOR ATTITUDE problem!!)

with the guy who looked like a butler/vampire, and the guy who amused akila so much cuz he had an encyclopedia!

4 more pics just visit my multiply
aight tata!!
goodnight! =)

ohhh i watchd brokeback mountain yesterday!!! and all i can say is, DAMNNN!!! hehe

no time 2 breathhhh

2006-03-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

i'v been so busy 4 the last 2 weeks! hayyyy....

2 weekends ago:
-shaznitch's bday party & sleepover

sawah, rosie, the bday girl, devika, me, vidya

-the next day i went home, showered, and went 4 the inter-international school sports meet

last week:
-tuesday: went 2 the russian cultural centre 4 play rehearsals (i was a part of the backstage crew).. went home at 6

-thursday: left school at 1.30 (missed last 2 periods, which was chemistry!! YAY! hehe) 2 go 2 the lionel wendt theatre 4 play rehearsals again... went home at 8!

action!

-friday: play night.. left school at 11.30 during break (missed maths!! YAY again!! hehe)... went 2 the theatre at 5... play started at 7... went home at 9

-saturday: went 4 the MUN practice debate from 9-1 at OSC.... went 2 the theatre at 5 again... after the play, went 4 the cast party... danced and got all sweaty and gross.. we went 2 the commons 2 eat... went home at 11.30 me looking so gross and sweaty.. how come he doesnt look as sweaty?!?! he sweats way more than i do!! urrgghh the problems of having thin hair.. its gets easily drenched with sweat!!! hahaha... eeewwwwww

this week:
-tuesday: after school i went shopping with my mom 4 the final outfits 4 MUN
-2mrw: 1st MUN day.. hav 2 b in school by 7... we'r leaving 4 OSC by 7.30.. it starts at 8.30 and finishes at 5.30!
-saturday:2nd MUN day... at OSC from 8.30 to 5.30
-sunday: 3rd and last MUN day... at the cinnamon grand hotel from 7.30 to 6.30!

next week:
-study 4 EXAMS!!

week after next:
-EXAM WEEK

sunday after exams (uggghhh i dnt even get 2 b there 4 my last week of the last week of term!):
-going back 2 the phil 4 my interview at UST and my sis' exam + interview at CSA!

urrrggghhh!
btw i dint get into UP!! urrrggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but im gonna check out other campuses! I WANNA GO 2 UP!!!

2day i fucked up my chem practical exam... damn!! that last question was mind-boggling! thats my new word 4 describing chemistry! MIND-BOGGLING! hehe

now im gonna go and figure out wut im gonna wear 2mrw.. im having a huge problem about blazers!!

share the lurrrve!! feel the lurrrrve!!

2006-02-14T18:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! <3
mwaaaaaahhh!!
xoxo

hehe

aight im going out now...
will post again laterzz
tata!
hope ya'll had a love-filled day!
0=)

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just got home... so this is wut i did this valentines day:

*it was mufty day in school so as always, i took ages picking out wut 2 wear in the morning... i cudnt decide between 2 red shirts!
*wen i got 2 school the bell had alredy rung.. i was a bit upset cuz i wanted 2 give pravin's present in the morning itself!
*i went 2 bio class and there was pravin holding 5 roses (which he wrapped up in school as soon as he came in the morning with the help of sum teachers, who kinda laughed at him! heehee), a balloon, and a bag with a box of chocolates and a pink elephant inside it!! awwww!! =)
*i gave pwushy my present but i dint let him open it yet!
*during lunch, we took pics and ther was a bake sale... then i went home
*pravin had play rehearsals til 5 so we only got 2 go out then.. he came over 2 my house from school and we went 2 the gallery cafe..
*he only got 2 open my present wen he got home... he sent me a msg saying that he loved it! YAY! i made him a photoalbum of us! i slept late 4 2nights trying 2 finish it! so im rily happy that he thought it was great!! YAY! hehe

here r a few pics::

the girls!

awwww.. sweeeetness!! hehe

our matching dog tags!

pravin kept forcing me 2 take a pic holding the presents!! hehe.. isnt the balloon cute????

aight yan nalang muna! i'll post pics up rin nman n my multiply

ok tata!

0=)
im feelin' the LURVE!

pic-churrrrs! meron na talaga nagyon

2006-02-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

ahhh the image uploading thing works!!!! hurr r a few pics

Last sunday at hiran's house........
the girls!this kid rily liked me! hehe

its pravin, me, and our dog.. hehe

we took about 20 pictures of us that day!

ok im rily tired now so im gonna post pics again another time.. hehe
tata!

ohh my feb.4 entry got deleted.. i dont know how.. hmm... oh welll...
aight tata!

urrrrgghhhh

2006-02-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

well i came here hoping 2 finally b able 2 post pics na... dint have time the whole of last week ehh... but now, di parin gumagana yung image posting ng blogger... so next time nalang ulit! hehe...

im dead tired!
last night we all went out 4 sarah's bday celebration.. we went 4 dinner 1st then went 2 the hilton for karaoke at about 11.30.. after that, saby, sarah and shaz were sooo in the mood 2 dance so they begged adil 2 take us all clubbing... well i wasnt rily in the mood.. i was so tired cuz i slept 4 about 5hours the night before and pravin had alredy gone home...but well i dint hav a choice but 2 go with them... so we went 2 H2O... and ther was this whole plan so that we cud get in...hehe... we had 2 walk in with dates and all... sarah and saby got 2 go in... but then shazana (being the little girl that she is) got caught, as well as devika... after that we just left... now those fellers r talking bout gettin us all fake ids or sumthing.. haha... well we got 2 sarahs place at around 1.30... about an hour later we got hungry so saby askd adil 2 bring us food... we all slept at around 4 i think... and we had 2 wake up at 7.30... urrrggghhh... i got home at 8.30 and i planned on going 2 sleep but that dint work out... i just hung around and did my laundry! hehe... i need 2 get sum sleep... but 2nyt im working on pravin's valentines day present and i'v still got a lot 2 do so i gotta stay up again! urrrggghhh

2day is mine and pwushy's 2year and 4month anniversary! =) from play rehearsals, pwushy, naba and sarah picked me up and we went 2 odel... dint get 2 hang out 4 so long but we just wanted 2 see each other a bit... hehe... i got 2 buy 2 tops 2day... and after odel, my mom picked me up then i went 2 go get sumthing done for pwutsy's present... got home at 8.30... slept 4 about 10minutes... and now im up again!

ok im gonna go work on pravin's gift
tata

a lil bit of randomness

2006-01-31T16:44:00.000+08:00

just random things i'v thought about for the last 5minutes:

*i hav 2 mid-term exams 2morow.. and i riiily cant b botherd studying 4 it
*pravin... wondering if hes bored and pissed off or if hes in a fairly happy mood ryt now during physics
*i rememberd bout my teacher asking me about 1o times if me and pravin were kissing in the IT lab... hahaha... damn that rily pissed me off!!
*i rily cant wait 2 get my hands on those desert treats cosmetics... hehehe
*pravin
*Oprah's cool!!
*thank God i passed UST
*i really hope i got into UP!!!!!
*i'll definitely be going back 2 manila in june
*i'v been feeling a bit depressed
*and its not cuz of me not wanting to leaving
*surprisingly, its cuz i cant wait to leave
*but i dont think im ready 2 leave pravin =(

UST result

2006-01-29T17:10:00.000+08:00

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Hello MA CARMINA GABAT DE DIOS
Please refer to listed details
College
First Choice: COLLEGE OF REHABILITATION SCIENCES

Course
PHYSICAL THERAPY

Instruction
For interview
Report datesFrom 1/30/2006 to 3/24/2006

INSTRUCTION/S
ALL THOSE WHO PASSED THE FIRST AND SECOND CHOICE MAY PROCEED TO THE NEXT STAGE-- THE INTERVIEW.
PLEASE PROCEED TO RM 101 COLLEGE OF REHABILITATION SCIENCES, MEDICINE BLDG. TO SUBMIT THE FOLLOWING ON THE REPORT DATES: (1) CLEAR PHOTOCOPY OF FOURTH YEAR HIGH SCHOOL CARD WITH GRADES UP TO THE 3RD GRADING PERIOD; (1) ONE 2" X 2" ID PICTURE.
PAYMENT OF INTERVIEW FEE OF PHP 100.00
FAILURE TO REGISTER ON THE REPORT DATES SHALL FORFEIT THE SLOT OF THE APPLICANT.
FINAL LIST OF SUCCESSFUL APPLICANTS QUALIFIED FOR ENROLMENT WILL BE POSTED ON MARCH 30, 2006 AT THE COLLEGE OF REHABILITATION SCIENCES' BULLETIN BOARD.

College
Second Choice: FACULTY OF PHARMACY

Course
MEDICAL TECHNOLOGY

Instruction
Passed
Report datesFrom 4/5/2006 to 4/5/2006

INSTRUCTION/S
1.
FIRST CHOICE QUALIFIED & WAIT-LISTED APPLICANTS MUST SUBMIT ABOVE CREDENTIALS ON REPORT DATE FOR CONFIRMATION OF ENROLMENT. SEE SCHEDULE BELOW.

SCHEDULE OF CONFIRMATION

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2.
SECOND CHOICE QUALIFIED & WAIT-LISTED APPLICANTS’ ADMISSION WILL DEPEND ON AVAILABILITY OF SLOTS. BRING ABOVE CREDENTIALS FOR PLACEMENT INTERVIEW ON REPORT DATE. SEE SCHEDULE BELOW.

SCHEDULE OF PLACEMENT INTERVIEW / CONFIRMATION

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INTERVIEW RESULTS WILL BE POSTED ON THE BULLETIN BOARD AT THE MAIN BLDG. LOBBY ON APRIL 7, 2006 (FRIDAY). SUCCESSFUL APPLICANTS MUST SUBMIT CREDENTIALS ON THE SAID DATE.
3.
FAILURE TO APPEAR ON SAID DATES WOULD MEAN FORFEITURE OF SLOT.
4.
SEE BULLETIN BOARD OR CALL 406-1611 LOCAL 8223 FOR MORE INFORMATION.

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wweeeeeeeee!!!!!! kahit di ako pumasa sa UP, i have a school 2 go 2 na!!!!
pero shitt sana talaga pumasa ako sa UP! and tagal nman kasi ng results!!!! ahhhhh!!

lalala

2006-01-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

well this week was kinda fun/ frustrating & tiring... the whole week we dint do a single thing during our bio/chem/physics periods except work on our science projects 4 science day! so this week the teachers r probably gonna try 2 kill is with loads of work lined up! uuuuurrrrgggggghhhhh

so yesterday it was the science day.. we had 2 watch multimedia presentations 4 like 2hours!!!!!! that was a bit annoying.. i dint even get 2 eat anything cuz after that we just waited next 2 our (me, rosie, devika & sarah) project (which was the model of the heart... it rily dint turn out so bad.. a couple of ppl say 'wow'.. haha) 2 explain it 2 ppl who come and 2 the judge.. in the end we dint win or anything.. hehe.. well i left school at around 2 with pravin, nabil and hashir and they dropped me home 1st.. then i went 2 odel 2 meet up with the girls.. then we went 2 MP 2 meet up wit saby & adil &shaun.. shaz and dev went on a trishaw while sarah took her bro's scooter... shes so damn crazy.. she cudv died! she even rode it 2 my house once!!!! she cant even bloody hold it up by herself.. well on the way ther nothing happend.. but wen we were alredy in the car park of MP, she hit a car! hahaha... she was so bloody scared.. she doesnt even hav a license! but after like an hour the driver dint notice the dent and the car just drove off so watever.. at around 5 pravin came.. yay! then we were gonna go 2 the british school fair (which apparently sucked!) but then himansu came and told us the fair alredy closed cuz they had 2 prepare the stage and all 4 the show later on in the night... at around 6 the others went 2 sarah's house (sarah rode the scooter again.. well she had 2 cuz her bro dint wanna come and take it) and sum of em went 4 the fashion show at british school, and me and pruts went 2 barista.. he dropped me home at around 8...

then 2day i went 2 pwutsy's house at around 8.30am... i went with him and sarah 2 the overseas school 4 the MUN (Model United Nations) workshop... im in the 2nd committee, representing india... damn i dint get a thing they said about the debates and the speeches and all that crap... its so complicated! =( now im rily scared that in the end im gonna hav 2 deliver a speech after all.. hehe... the main thing is gonna b held on the 3rd, 4th and 5th of march... and on the weekends before that we'r having workshops and practice debates! DAMN!!!!! i dint even see one single cute guy ther!!!!! hehe

well i'v been busy so i cudnt finish makin my layout... this pink one is just a scratch... im gonna make a rily simple one... probably like white or sumthing with those fun pics on the side.. oh well... watever... ah and i also changed my hit counter... okcounter's always down now

aight tata!
im gonna die in school 2mrw!!!!!!!!!

urrrrrrrghhhhhhhh

2006-01-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

im bloody freakin pissed ryt now
FUCK EVERYONE!!!!!
hmmmmmmmmm *......breathe.......*
watever... im not even gonna blab about it... my blood pressure's rily high right now!

ok hurr r answers 2 those questions/comments submitted from the question/comment box:

***saan mo ito nakuha?
what? yung question box?

***ganda lay out! panu mo ginawa?
thanks! used adobe photoshop and frontpage

***>>>
wurrrt??

***I jest had perid what do i do
ok thats so random... urrrmm tell ur mom??

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ok tata... im off to b miserable by myself

2006-01-13T00:56:00.000+08:00

RIGHT HERE by Staind

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

so tired....

2006-01-08T15:05:00.000+08:00

just got home.. slept over at sarah's house last night... i only slept at like 4 or 5am na... 1st time i smoke one cigarette by myself! haha.. we also had beer shots! which we later realised was kinda useless and not so fun...

kahapon i went 2 odel 1st with pravin.. we just stayed ther 4 half an hour (without rily talking 2 each other... we'r so bloody wicked 2 each other) looking 4 sumthing 2 give melinda cuz shes leavin 2mrw 4 aussie, and 4 rosie's 16th bday 2mrw! and its her lover's bday 2day... happy 17th bday nathan! well in the end i just bought a little piglet toy 4 mel and i cudnt find anything 4 rosie... after that we went 2 mel's house and stayed ther 4 about an hour and played with the bubble gun! hehe
later we'r goin 4 sum concert thing... my mom's coming along 2.. urgghh.. well my sis is gonna b dancing at the concert or sumthing, and my dads abroad so my mom doesnt wanna b left alone at home...

friday night we went 4 mel's bbq.. well it dint rily turn out 2 b a bbq cuz it was raining and evrything.. we were also gonna hav a bonfire at the beach but that dint work out either! i was also in a rily bad mood and i got even more pissed off later cuz of pravin.. and again we were wicked 2 each other the entire night until we went home...

school starts 2mrw! shieettt!! this'll b my last term! well thats if i get into either UP or UST... hmmmm... 20days nalang and im gonna find out if i passed UST... kinda scary...

oh and i made this like a week ago.. la lang.. wala talaga magawa!

ok tata.. not rily in the mood to blab on and on

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2006-01-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

ITS 2006!! wow... 2005 went by so fast...
all in all, 2005 was an ok year... i went through a lot of disappointments... but hey i got past all of 'em... it wasnt such a great year, but i aquired a few memories that i will never ever forget... and i have pravin to thank for most of those memories, especially one in particular... =)

well i hope i have a better year! and i hope it starts with me passing both UP and UST... foockness malapit na ang results! shitt sana talaga nakapass ako... i dont wanna deal with huge disappointments this year! but of course, if i get into those unis, that means that im going 2 go back 2 manila in a few months... but i'v decided that its 4 the best rin naman =(

so this is wut i'v been doing since christmas

December 25
spent xmas eve with family friends... we onlt got home at around 3am even though we had 2 wake up early... went 2 rosie's church in the morning instead of the usual... its not catholic or anything, but my mom loves their services cuz its so lively and ppl get rily into it that u see some of em crying... right after the service which lasted 2 hours (half of it was spent singing lively songs), we dint get the time 2 greet rosie and her family cuz we were in a hurry.. we went out of town to spend christmas with other family friends (the filipino pilots! hehe)...
these r the presents i got: -earrings, a handbag, a huge photo frame, and a charm bracelet from family friends... -an earring and necklace set from our maid... -a pink pillow, earrings, and necklace from my sis... -a samsung i50 camera from my parents (i finally got a cam! hehe).. and the bag i'v always wanted from pwutsy!
i got this from chole pala!
salamat!!!!

December 27
my sister's 14th bday! the family went out of town to blue waters hotel with gella's friends... a few cudnt come so my mom askd if i wanted some of my friends to come... and she said pravin could come! so he did! yay! hehe.. i was rily happy! so i kinda wish that i told my parents sooner about him... hurr r sum pix:

very sexy pravin
hehehe

ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

taLLness!

ahhhh!! noooooo!! hehe

wit my sis... on the way home...

December 29
i picked pravin up from naba's house... he looked like an 25-year old man cuz of his whole outfit.. hehe... he had a nice pink button-up shirt on, black trousers, and black shoes... he was just working at the hospital and he dint bring clothes 2 change into! so we went 2 crescat for lunch and i kept telling him that he looked like a pedophile taking a 17-year old 2 lunch.. hehehe... after lunch we took pics n the photo booth... then a bought dvds, harry potter the 4th one, and chronicles of narnia... then at around 3 we went 2 MP 2 meet fwends... they only came at like 4:30! trust the girls 2 always come late! hehe...

just wasting time....

wut ya'll lookin at?!

at around 5:30 me and pravin left and went 2 my house... we watchd harry potter... the movie was kinda disappointing! pravin left at around 10 na.... oh and i bought fake tattoos and i forced pravin 2 let me put one on him! hehe... he got like a caterpillar thing on his arm and i got a rose on my lower shoulder

December 31
we had family friends over 4 lunch... the kids r so cute!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwww!! hehehe

so at night i went 2 trans asia 4 new years eve.. we were gonna go 4 another party but we cudnt get tickets na.. i arrived ther at around 10 pm... i got my kiss at midnight... and ther was a pweety fireworks dislplay... hehehe... me and pravin just watchd ppl and laughed at them... hehe.. a lott of ppl making out and many were drunk... meron pa ngang wheelchair na nakahintay lang dun kasi ang raming lasing! we dint get 2 dance so much... pravin has a back problem kasi... awwww... but just sitting ther with him was nice... i left at around 3am... pravin's parents dropped me home... i was so hungry! they dint serve dinner.. only breakfast.. and they served it at 3! kaya di na kmi nakakain...

pravin, me, nabil & saby

hot boys! hahaha

mwaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

me & mel

sige enough na! ang haba na ng entry ko!
more pix on my multiply!
mwaaahhh
HAVE GREAT YEAR!

pilipinas! miss na kita!

2005-12-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

i was just thinking about how xmas was like back in the philippines...

***miss ko na yung mga xmas lights sa front garden ng lahat ng mga bahay sa village!! my parents used 2 take us 4 a drive around the village just 2 look at all the lit up houses!!
***i miss simbang gabi (well i think i rarely went 2 that... pero miss ko parin! hehe)
***i miss the xmas eve dinner at home with the ham and all that!
***i miss the opening of presents after the dinner!
***i miss ayala at night... sobrang ganda!
***i miss the people-infested malls!
***miss ko na yung traffic cuz of the million late-shoppers!
***miss ko na yung mga carol singers! (tenkyu, tenkyu, and kukuripot nyo thank you!.... haha! iba talaga ang pinoy!)

hmmmm... i love my homeland! =)

MALIGAYANG PASKO! =)

2005-12-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

in 4 and a half hours, it'll b CHRISTMAS! yay! i really cant wait 2 open my presents! hehe.. but i think we'r only opening them in the morning! =(... or we myt even wait til monday! cuz 2mrw we'r busy.... we'r goin 2 mass in the morning and then going out of town 2 hang out with the filipinos in negombo... my parents want 2 take the annual xmas family pic with the xmas tree and they want the presents 2 still b ther!

pravin came 2 my place 2day and spent the afternoon here... we dint break up! in fact, we'r ok now... i think... well maybe not completely ok since we were so rude 2 each other the other night but we'r definitely getting there! we made a few agreements! 2day was quite fun! i rily missed him... well in the middle i got kinda annoyed cuz him and my sis just hung out in my room while i was alone in my sis's room.. and they had a chat and all.. geeeeeeeezz did he come 2 visit her or me?? hehehe... ah and we were gonna watch a movie and he nicely invited my sis 2 come! geeezz... well he regretted that later cuz we cudnt talk and like cuddle or watever.. hahahaha.. my mom called my tita in manila... and she talked 2 pravin! haha... that must'v been weird 4 him! well the thought of talking 2 one of his aunts is kinda freaky! oh we also exchanged presents! i got him a perfume.. davidoff echo.. and yay he liked it! at least he said he did! hehe... he got me the bag i rily wanted from odel!! awwww!! hehe.. i love u lankan! mwaaaaahhhh!

aight well MERRY CHRISTMAS / MALIGAYANG PASKO!

santa baby

2005-12-22T11:24:00.000+08:00

xmas is in 3days!!!!! yay!! i want pressies!!!! heehee

i watched KINGKONG na the other night with muh fwends! ganda! kainis si jack black noh?? evrytym i see him, gusto kong tadyakan (how do u spell that?? hehehe)!! hehehe... kakainis na rin yung scenes with king kong and the freakin dinasours.. and haba! sumakit puet ko! the mvie's bloody long! it finishd at 10.30 na then pravin dropped me home..buti naman sumama yun! miss ko na yun eh! sobra! hehe... busy ksi sya ehh...

i finishd buying presents na rin! askd my dad 2 buy sumthing 4 pravin from duty free.. its cheaper ksi..

yesterday i went 2 an indian bizarre thing with my mom... i bought a black semi-formal top... i also got a cute bag, a pair of jeans (for rs800!! thats about 400pesos... its officially the cheapest jeans i'v bought in like 4ever!! and the jeans they hav r a lot like hotkiss 2! the brand is 'glo'.. and its made here in sri lanka so thats probably y its so cheap here...hurr check it out> http://glojeans.com )... i wanted these white jeans rin.. pero wen i went home and fit it, it was kinda big so i went back... eh wala nang size so i jus exchanged it with a denim skirt.. myt go back 2day ulit with my sis!oh and i also got a mehendi done on my hand! izz so pweety! my sis wants it done as well.. gonna look 4 a black or khaki knee-length flare-y skirt rin...

aight tata!!

ouchh

2005-12-19T17:40:00.000+08:00

im so bloody bored...
yesterday i just hung out with sarah, and rosie&nathan the lovers at crescat... ooh i just remembered bout the gingerbread xmas tree we bought! im gonna go eat that in a few...
we were gonna go out of town 2day 2 visit filipino pilot friends but my parents let me and my sis stay at home...
im so bloody bored... i need 2 get out of the house!!!!!!

me and pravin just had a fight.. im so mean...
ugh im so upset
this just isnt working anymore
='(
i need my gingerbread
plus a couple of chocolate bars

SEAN FARIS

2005-12-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

my new celebrity crush
guapo nya noh?
parang tom cruise jr!! hehe.. i first saw him on smallville... then on the movie sleepover... now cuz of him i watch the tv series life as we know it..

=)
cuuute
heehee

!!! xmas na !!! school's out !!!

2005-12-15T10:03:00.000+08:00

heller!
i think its time 4 me 2 write my 1st tagalog entry.. hehe...

so nung tuesday, it was our school's inter-house swimming meet... its the bloody most boring thing... sitting ther 4 5hours and occasionally cheering 4 my friends and my house is just so bloody useless... ay sorry.. tagalog nga pala dapat.. hehe... ok sa 4 the boys, hillary (house ko) yung nanalo! armstrong nman 4 the girls.. or is it the other way around? hmmm bsta yung dalawang yun yung nanalo!
natapos yung meet at around 2... umuwi muna ako then pumunta sa house ni sarah at 5.30 4 the bbq! ang saya! sobra! about 25 ppl yung pumunta.. i brought my mom's yummy brownies and veggies para sa salad (which noone rily ate... me and pravin spent so much time cutting the cucumber and grating the carrots and all! eh wala nman gumalaw nun! ok wala nman talagang may gusto sa salad especially with all the meat lying around... but they made me bring it anyway cuz they felt that salad is a must-have at bbqs..).. after kumain, we just hung out and talked... then chased cats... tapos lumabas kmi sa lane... yung kapitbahay tinawagan yung mom ni sarah asking if we were drunk.. ang ingay ksi nmin!
then ppl started 2 leave at around 12... then na-iwan si akila... so it was him and the girls! so ininis nmin asking him 2 strip 4 us.. haha shazana was sooo into it.. those 2 r so perfect 4 each other.. they hate each other with all their guts.. hehehe.. sobrang nakaka-entertain! at 12.45 his mom finally came 2 pick him up..
me, shaz, dev, mel, vidya, and lulu slept over... and we talked about certain things that we'v never talked about b4... hndi ko na kailangan sabihin kung ano yun... nakakahiya! hehe.. we finally slept at 4...
i would post sum fun pix here, pero wala parin yung laptop ehh! and hindi ko alam kung pano i-connect yung cam dto sa pc.. and i cnt transfer pix from my fone ksi yung infrared port thing isnt working.. i'll post em up once the laptop comes..

yesterday was the last day of school... pumunta kmi sa school at 9.30 4 the final assembly... b4 the assembly at 10, we exchange gifts.. nag secret santa kmi... hmmm i wasnt very pleased wit my present though.. its a gold bangle thing with red jewel things on it.. hmmm totally not my thing! pero nung tinanong nung tao if i liked it, syempre sinabi ko nagustuhan ko! none of my friends ever get me 4 secret santa!!! so i always get sucky gifts.. hehe
so the assembly started nung 10 and ended at 11... its the same old thing... announcement of class positions, commendations, house positions, blah blah blah, then the prefects' fun thing... ohh yerss i came 4th in class! yay! hehe yah yah watever...
after the assembley, umuwi na ako.. sumama si melinda, akila and pravin.. and i walked on the road with pravin's guitar on my back... hehe i felt cool.. haha.. umiwi si melinda after about an hour... so naiwan si pravin and akila... we just watchd tv and akila slept 4 a while..they left at about 2... cuz i only got 3hours of sleep the night b4, i slept until about 6... had dinner at 7.. then again slept at 8.. im fully refreshd now...

ang sarap nang walang pasok!! yay!!!! pero wala nman akong magawa.. bka mag-shopping nalang ulit ako mamaya!

hmmm okay my tagalog entry isnt rily tagalog... its more like taglish... with more of the english... hmmm well i'll improve next time!!

wut u gonna do with all that ass...

2005-12-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

my humpssss.............
i hate that song so bloody much!! its damn catchy though! hehe....

yesterday i got a present 4 my dad and my sis... sandals 4 my dad, and a matching top and bottom sporty outfit 4 my sis... i also bought myself a black skirt, and green top, and a pink one... it all cost a lot so thank God my mom chipped in a little... im like broke now.. i dont hav so much money! and i still hav 2 get sumthing 4 my mom and pravin! i also got sumthing 4 the orphan girl i volunteered 2 give a present 2... i got her a shirt, and a bracelet + a necklace inside a rily cute pouch thing.. and i put evrything in a box and tied it up with red and green ribbons.. i felt nice doing that! =)

then at 4 i watchd the mask of zorro.. the 2nd one... i rily like the horse.. hes soooo cool.. hehe... i like antonio banderas too.. i just always found him kinda funny! hmmm i must look 4 the 1st movie.. i'v nver watchd it and its supposedly better than this one... so after the mvie, the guys went 2 odel 2 buy sum presents 4 the secret santa thing... me, shaz, rosie and dewix walked 2 shaznitch's house... and wen we got ther the door was locked and shaz wasnt sure if anyone was home or not.. then she started yelling "driver" and "cook".. hahaha.. bloody woman doesnt even know their names!! then she rememberd her maid's name and called 4 her.. hehe..

after like an hour or so, danny came 2 pick us up with pravin, nathan, and nathan's fellow white boy random friend, darron (aka mary.. hehe)... then we went 2 taj... we ate at steak and grill & akila, who was treating us 4 dinner, was like an hour late! yerss so we just ate MEAT (which all cost like rs16000) and evryone went home.. me and prutsy went in a taxi and he dropped me home... hmmm the ride home was nice.. hehe... so i got home at 11.30 and i watchd ms.world with my sis.. i dont get y iceland won!!

hmmmm it feels so damn good not having any homeworks 2 worry about!!! school finishes on wednesday!!! hoooraaaaahhhhhhh!!!
=)
the teachers better not giv us any holiday hmewrk 2 do!!!!!!

oh and happy 2-year + 2-month anniversary pravin!
mwaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!
0=)

hmmm life's so good ryt now!!
happy happy!!

jingle bells, batman smells.... la lala la la

2005-12-10T11:17:00.000+08:00

xmas is coming! yay! im gonna go xmas shopping 2day... which sux... well shopping 4 myself is great but buying presents 4 other ppl is just too stressing!

so exams finishd on wednesday... the girls went 2 pizza hut 4 lunch.. its our tradition! hehe.. then we went 2 MP 2 meet the guys... we took sum pix with the funny spiderman.. hehe.. i'll post sum wen my dad gets the laptop back.. he went 2 singapore and left it there 2 get it fixed! geeeezz... oh and we rode the scrambler after like a million years... about 3years ago, me, sarah, mel and devika went ther evry single day during the xmas holidays 2 ride the scrambler.. hehe... those were the days wen we used 2 run around in the rain! ehehe..
we left at around 7 i think, and 10 of us went 2 galle face in danny's van... sarah bought a kite and played with it 4 about 10mins... and pravin annoyed me cuz he was spoiling the fun! well he does that sumtyms.. hes so bloody righteous! heehee... well after that we went 2 my house and ordered chinese... evryone left at around 10..

oh i got straight As! i havent gotten straight As in like a rily long time! i rily cudnt believe it cuz i rily dint even study properly especially 4 maths... overall, i got 82 for bio, 86 for chem, and 92 for maths! i feel like a smart child! heehee... im starting 2 like A'Levels! ok not rily... even though we'r only taking 3-4 subjects, the amount of work is just too much... i rily cant handle it most days! and having to do the same subjects evryday is just so damn boring... and since im only taking 3subjects, i have a free period evryday... u'd think that i love that... but its sooo freaking boring... i dnt even hav so many ppl 2 hang out with! ugghh..

so i finishd the layout.. its nothing too great but i just cudnt b botherd spending more time on it... now im just deciding wut 2 put on the main page... any suggestions?? im thinking of putting sum monthly thing.. like a monthly calendar, or like a picture & site of the month or sumthing... hmmm watever..

after shopping at odel, i'm gonna go 2 watch sum movie with muh fellers... after that, akila's finally having his bday dinner.. his bday was n july! hehe... he was gonna hav an out of town trip but all the hotels r alredy booked.. oh well... trips r rily fun!

okiess im going
tata!

!NEW LAYOUT!

2005-12-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

i'm makin a new layout! this will be the 3rd one.. wala magawa ehh.. hehe.. well im supposed 2 b studying but i made this layout instead...
i'm using the same colors like the other one.. im rily startin 2 like the combination of pink and green!
well the layout's now done yet.. but so far so good! well i think so anyway.. wut do u fellers think?
aight tata
better go study maths C2 then.. thank God we'v only studied half of it!
2mrw's the last day of exams!!!!!!
hurraaahhh!!

3 days, and 4 papers 2 go

2005-12-03T10:35:00.000+08:00

urrgghhh!!
i hav maths unit1 on monday, chemistry unit1 and 3B on tuesday, and maths unit2 on wednesday.. then it'll b over! urggghhh but i rily cnt b botherd studying!!! last thursday after my bio exams (which totally sucked!) i came home at 11 and dint do anything 4 the rest of the day... and yesterday i dint hav an exam so i had the whole day 2 study.. but i didnt... and the whole week i'v been screaming at pravin cuz he isnt studying and concentrating so much... and i aint either!

hmmm i was gonna say sumthing interesting.. but i 4got wut it is...
hmmmm watever... im not in the mood 2day.. so tata!

EXAMS!

2005-11-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

shiet exams start 2mrw...
well 2mrw will still be a normal school day with lessons and all but 4 bio we'r gonna be doing our practical paper.. the teacher only told us 2day cuz they 4got 2 put it on the exam timetable... geeeez how could they tell us a day b4?!?! ok so we dnt rily need 2 study much 4 that paper but im still not in an exam mood! and bio is our last period of the day, which means we'll all b tired and die-ish!

im supposed 2 b studying right now considering the bio unit1, u2 AND u3 paper is on thursday and i know absolutely nothing about anything! hmmm i'll just study like hell 2mrw! hehe

2day devika came 2 school with a leg cast... she tore a ligament that night after the concert... she could barely walk but she went around clubbing until 4am!
during break pravin played bbal and f*ked up his knee cuz sumone bumped into him or sumthing. so he had 2 b taken 2 the hospital.. we just had a fight b4 that so i dint even go 2 see if he was alright and all.. how evil of me! =( so wen i got home i quickly msgd him cuz i was secretly rily worried even though i pretended not to care so much...

aight gonna talk 2 pwutsy 4 a bit then study.. or TRY 2 study as i always do
buh bye

Links + affiliates.. blah blah

2005-11-27T11:51:00.000+08:00

i added links and affiliates na... i made a button and i joined rotations na rin...
wala magawa eh.. hehehe...
anywayy... if u want 2 be linked just tag me or leave a comment on this post... if u want 2 b affiliated just mail me... u hav 2 visit my site at least twice a month and i'll do the same...

yesterday was the school concert.. its about an american school with the cheerleaders and the jocks and the geeks and blah blah blah.. it was fun.... damn all the girls from the other schools loved nathan and his singing so much.. they all thought he was hot.. hahaha... shazana was so funny and cute!

the concert finishd at about 9.30... while the others went 4 the cast party, me, pravin and melinda went 2 barista... melinda got picked up like 20minutes after we got there and she went 2 galadari i think 2 smoke stuff with ihsaan and all.. hehe,,, then at about 11 i got mad at pravin cuz he was making me go 2 the cast party cuz of a whole problem thing... so on the way ther i dint talk 2 him... hehe so evil... wen we got ther i still dint talk 2 him... then my dad picked me up from ther and i got home at about 12.. then i apologized 2 pwutsy... heehee...

ok i cnt b botherd ryt now... so tata
gotta study 4 the end of term exams 2... it starts on thursday! ahhhh!!!

freakness

2005-11-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

well i hav nuthing much 2 say.... but im damn bored and i need 2 do sumthing or else i'll have 2 go and eat massive amounts of chocolate and get a sugar rush...
so...
yesterday:
=the sun came back alive in the afternoon after 24hours of heavy rain... fuckness!! i kinda liked the cool weather... the rain sucked but it was so nice and cold.... oh but another thing that sucked is that i kept on peeing... hehe
=4 my 1st 2 periods i hung around in the library (which smelt sooo bad cuz of the 300,000bucks worth of books which got wet in the store room cuz of the non-stopping rain) holding a hair dryer drying books. well i dint need 2 stay there and do that but i decided 2 be nice to the librarian who rily hates me, and who.........
=i heard say 'shit' after she accidentally kicked a bucket of water
=i realized that i dont know anything 4 bio unit 3 (the teacher kinda sucks AND that unit is damn boring) and im fuckered for the end of term exam
=i found out that dark eyeshadow makes small eyes look even smaller... before my present gold-eyeshadow craze, i was rily into brown! so i looked at sum pics, and yes my eyes do look smaller with the brown eyeshadow! thanks 2 the MAC make-up lady, i started wearing gold a month ago.. it rily opens up my eyes... and i sooo love the mineralize skinfinish from mac... i so so love it.. hehe
=i couldnt help but admire hilary duff on the cover of the sugar mgazine my dad bought me... she got prettier... and i always thought that shes cute... but her voice is kinda annoying
=wen i got home, i spent 2hours reading sugar mag from cover to cover instead of studying 4 my chemistry practical exam the next day
=i studied (after readin the mag of course) and actually did some work after like a week of being damn lazy
=after dinner i watched the american music awards instead of carrying on with my work
=at about 10pm pravin msgd me after he came back from the concert rehearsals and told me that he missed me so much and he was so jealous of all the couples scatterd evrywer during rehearsals... i laughed at him.. hehehe... hes so cute sumtyms =)

well today nuthing happened rily... was just a normal boring day.... at lunchtime the cast and crew of the concert got 2 leave school 4 the rehearsal... i had 2 cut half an hour off lunchtime cuz of the chemistry practical exam.. it wasnt as bad as i expected... including the questions i dint know, the answers i made up, and the ones i wasnt sure of, i lost about 10marks already.. heehee.. oh well.. i guess i gotta do better 4 the unit 1 paper and the practical theory paper...

well thers rily nuthing 2 talk bout now...
so im gonna go and get a sugar rush
tata

2005-11-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

Love Not Me

Love not me for comely grace,
For my pleasing eye or face,

Nor for any outward part:
No, nor for a constant heart!
For these may fail or turn to ill:
Should thou and I sever.

Keep, therefore, a true woman's eye,
And love me still, but know not why!
So hast thou the same reason still
To dote upon me ever.
- John Wilbye
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wen i was younger, i rily dint know wut the hell the poet was talking about
i just realized that it actually makes sense

2005-11-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where..."

hmmm... =)

...always...

2005-11-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

popcorn is yummy!
=)

pic-chur pic-chur!

2005-11-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

ryt now im just camwhoring.. hehe

ok 1st bout my day.....at about 3 i went 2 the lionel wendt theater 2 pick up pravin from the concert rehearsals cuz hes doing backstage... sarah, rosie, devika, shazana & nabil came with us in the taxi 2 go 2 the commons... nabil walked home from ther and the girls took a trishaw 2 go 2 mcdonalds...me and pwuts stayed 2 eat stuff.. i wasnt rily so satisfied with my potato parcel! then our bio teacher came and she sat like ryt next 2 our table.. geeeez.. hehe.. well i had 2 pay 4 evrything cuz pravin's broke.. hehehe.. its ok pwutsy! i owe u loads anyway! but that place is rily such a cheat... they make u pay tons 4 the tax and their food isnt even thaaaat great.. well later pwutsy dropped me home... hmmm i havent seen him since monday so 2day was rily nice...

ok since im like in a picture-taking mode, im just gonna post sum pix...

me & pwutsy at the commons

i took these ones from pravin's fone... taken on the trip...

[my nose looks huge in that last pic.. hehe]

now these r some of the pics that i was just taking of myself a few moments ago... pure vain-ness! hehehe... foockeroo

hehe i find these pix funny... well enough now cuz im getting rily sick of muh face! :)

aight gotta go... im so fuckerd i still havent studied anything at all 4 the end of term exams next wekk!
aight tata!

la dee da....

2005-11-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

im at home sick while my friends are all going 4 a movie... im rilyy gonna kill shazana... urrrrggghhh... ok that movie probably sucks and i'v got the dvd at home alredy but i'v been stuck at home 4 ages!
i cudnt even study properly! and fuck bio unit 1 is damn boring...
ok i rily cant b botherd blogging now...
and woah.. a lot of ppl hav been visiting my blog recently
tankyu bery muts!
pero mag tag nman kayo o!

ok buh bye

i'v got the whole week off!!!

2005-11-17T11:52:00.000+08:00

this week we only had school on monday and wednesday... it was a poya day on tuesday (i rily do love SL cuz of the holis) and its the presidential election 2day... 2mrw ther myt b a curfew... hmmm i lurve it... but i gotta start studying 4 the end of term exams which starts on the 1st of december

yesterday i got my official GCE O/Level certificate.. my mom's gonna fax it 2 UP i think.. i rily hope those crappy grades i got r enuf 4 them 2 accept me!! oh please please PLEASE accept me!!! hehe

ryt now im just uploading the pix from my bday outing 2my multiply.. its taking ages... i'v got like 90 pix 2 upload... damn im bored... oh i also edited sum pix cuz i had this massive pimple so im trying 2 make em disappear.. hehe

ok lemme share a few pix here:

hurrr.... if u wanna see more fucute pix juz go click here

ohh lookie here.. these r sum slippers melinda brought me from the states... i lurve that fuzzy one on the right .. she also got me rily cute earrings with dangling slippers on them.. ehhe.. thats cuz i kept bugging her 2 buy me flip flops..

well ok im just gonna go and make myself more useful...
damn i fought with pravin last night 2.. better go fix it..
buh bye

bday outing

2005-11-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

i went home from school 2day.. i had a rily bad headache and a soar throat... shazana infected us all with her cold virus.. hehehe

so me, sarah, rosie, melinda, devika, shazana, pravin, nabil, nathan, akila, and danny went 4 the trip on saturday morning with my sis and my mom... we went 2 the royal palm hotel... the place is pretty nice.. its got a huge swimming pool and prettyful rooms... wen we got ther we just hung out in the room 4 about an hour and watchd the cricket match.. i cud watch a million cricket matches and i still wudnt understand the game! eheh...
we went swimming late afternoon so that it wasnt too hot... but it was raining pretty much the whole time... thank God cuz then i wudv gotten sunburnt again... i havent gone swimming 4 like a rily long time!
at night we hung around and told scary stories.. i dint rily wanna listen much cuz i get so freaked out and i start imagining things.. then we went 4 the karaoke! it was in our list of things 2 do! heehee... the guys dint sing though...
we went back 2 our rooms then watched she's all that.. i lurrrve that movie.. i nver get tired watching it... well i kinda fell asleep and only woke up wen they were alredy by the pool and about 2 kiss but i was tired! hehe... well sleeping 4 an hour agve me enough energy 2 b awake the whole night... after the movie we played monopoly from 2-5am.. haha.. damn 3 hours just sitting ther! but it was rily fun.. we sat ther and shouted at each other... heehee... rosie and nathan acted like such a married couple... and after like 2hours of playing shazana divorced nabil cuz he sold us one of their properties and he wudnt buy another property which she wanted.. haha.. devika divorced danny 2 cuz they went bankrupt... well in the end me and pravin won but nabil still wont accept it.. heehee... at 5:30 we all finally went back 2 our own rooms and slept...

after about 3-4hours of sleep [well like 1hr 15mins 4 me] we went 4 breakfast and watchd a stupid korean movie after... tale of 2 sisters or sumthing... we were gonna go swimming but it was raining and we all felt so lazy... anyway, that movie rily sucked! well sum parts were damn scary that last night i went 2 sleep in my sister's room.. hehe... only danny understood the story.. maybe its a korean thing!!
b4 leaving we went 2 the beach and took pictures.. pravin bought me one of those beach sarong things...

those bloody hotel buggers made us pay 4 2beers and 2chocolate bars which we dint even drink/eat! so my mom though akila took the 2beers... but he brought his own six pack and a smirnoff bottle... so i had 2 tell my mom that... i thought she'd get pissed or sumthing... but thank God she didnt... bloody good the guys dint get pissed drunk.. i wudv killed them!

well the trip was pretty good! but i kinda feel bad cuz my parents spent a lot.. but then again its my last bday here in sri lanka so i wanted it 2 b rily good... we took like 100 pictures!! i'll post em up on multiply soon..

oh yah my mom knows bout me and pravin.. she always suspected sumthing but now she actually rily knows... after 2years and 1month she finally knows!ehhe... well i always tell her that yah he is my bf but i always say it in like a joking voice... 2day she saw my friend's mom and thats wen she found out that its actually true... shes not mad at me.. ahe told me that its ok and that she liked pravin... goodie goodie! hehe

aight i shall go and like sleep or sumthing... my thoat still hurts a bit and my head's killing me... tata

ZZzzzzzzzz

2005-11-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

just got back from the trip 3hours ago....
im damn tired
gonna sleep
got school 2mrw
will post sum other time

gnyt fwends
mwaaaahhh

sex on the beach....

2005-11-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

we'r goin out of town 2mrw! and noo im not gonna hav sex on the beach but that song is kinda in my head.. hehe

well im treating sum of muh fwends 4 my bday and im kinda sick of having dinners so im just takin em all out of town... thers gonna b 11 of us going, plus my mom and my sis.. my dad wont b able 2 come cuz hes got a flight ealr sunday morning 2 bangkok... and my mom was upset cuz she wanted 2 go with him so she cud go and shop.. hehehe...

hmmm i still dunoo which clothes i should bring.. still havent packed yet.. i rily cant b botherd... aiyooo but gtg do it...

aight im going...
tata!

fun day with fwends!!

2005-11-06T18:05:00.000+08:00

oh her's a pic of my tutoiles! heehee.. the light-couloured one is me.. pravin is the dark & evil one!

aight so yesterday we had a fun girls' day out as a part of my bday celebration! it was just me, sarah, rosie, devika and shaznitch... we took loadsss of pix! hehe.. well ya'll can check em out here

1st we met up at the commons 4 lunch... we havent been very close lately and we'r not so involved in each others lives [well me especially... so sad] so we just chatted about wuts been going on with us... and it was supposed 2 b a girls day ryt?? but all we did was talk about guys! well that was kinda the major topic... but hey we never get 2 talk bout em wen theyr around! so i guess its acceptable...heehee... and wut else is ther 2 talk about?! ok im not boy-crazy, or like pravin-crazy [ok maybe a little.. haha] or anything, but u know wut they say bout guys, cant live with 'em, cant live without 'em! haha....

so after that we went 2 MP just so sarah and devika can play the dance machine game... hehe... and we werent supposed 2 talk 2 any guys that day but rosie just kept msging nathan... we were gonna go 2 crescat soon and he was sumwer ther so she was secretly planning on meeting him ther... and akila was with nathan, so shazana joined in on the plan cuz she wanted 2 see him.. and i was secretly msging pravin and deciding whether i should go 4 tnl onstager that night 2 see him... so sarah was all disgusted with all of us cuz we cudnt survive a day without the guys.. heehee..

soo then we went 2 crescat... we all went into stores and tried things on and took pictures! nathan and akila only stayed with us 4 a bit in the beginning... later nathan & rosie were being cute in a corner while we were just sitting at delifrance waiting 4 the taxi... wen the taxi finally came after agesss of waiting, we 1st went 2 nabil's place cuz i had 2 get my ticket 4 tnl onstage... then we wre gonna go 2 saby's house but devika and saby r having problems at the moment so we decided against it...

then we went 2 my house, put on henna tatooes and ate pizza.. hehe... then at about 8 shazana and rosie had alredy left, and saby came over... it was all awkward between her and devika but they finally talked later in the night ... hmmmm boys just cause a lot of problems!!!

anyway... at like 8.30 ihsaan was supposed 2 pick us up 4 tnl... he kept saying he was on his way but sumthing sumthing happend... in then end we had 2 pick him and shuaib up and it was alredy 10!! we got 2 tnl onstage at 10.30 and i had 2 b home by 11!!! damn that rily pissed me off!!! i only got 2 see 2 soloists sing, and the bands only started wen was about 2 leave! so after staying ther 4 only half an hour, pravin dropped me home... that ride home was probably the highlight of the night! well i thought the bad night ended ther... but wen i got home my mom was so damn pissed off! she saw that i arrived in a trishaw which was parked like 2 houses away.. so she got rily suspicious... she was furious.. so wen my dad woke up 4 his flight he came and talked 2 me 1st... hmmm well me and my mom r all cool now.. and pravin called and talked 2 her in the morning 2 apologise... how nice of him.. even though i begged him not 2 do it!

well lookin back at it, it was a great day! except ofcors 4 ihsaan gettin late, and the tnl onstage thing.. but it was fun!!

well the next and last part of my bday celebration is this coming weekend... should b fun!

aight im going
buh bye!

!!!17!!!

2005-11-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

gmorning!!!
i rily dont feel any older.. hehe

so bout yesterday... at 12am pravin called me 2 greet me a happy bday! then my dad came and wished me! i told pravin 2 call again at 1:22 am cuz thats the time i was born.. hehehe... but my dad was in my room using the laptop and it was a school night so he told me 2 sleep.. so i had 2 pretend 2 b sleep but i sctually fell asleep... so at 1:24 pravin started calling me but my fone was on silent so i dint wake up... i woke up at around 5 and he was again calling... i checkd my fone and ther were 18missed calls... hehehe.. he thought i got mad cuz he called 2 minutes late so i wasnt answering my fone... awww soweee pwutsy!!
then my mom wudnt give me my present.. hehe.. i went 2 school and was greeted by evryone... and shaznitch gave me a cute pink bag as a present... ohhh and pravin tripped and scratched his arm on a door.. at 1st he dint notice it but ther was a rily deep scratch and on the door u can see his skin hanging... oucchhh must rily hurt!!!
ahh here a pic:

ouchhhhh!

wen i got home my parents and my sis surprised me with balloons and flowers, cheesecake (9my fave! hehe) and lunch.. then i finally got my present.. i got a blue topaz bracelet... its rily pretty-ful! i was kinda upset though cuz i was rily hoping 4 a camera! :(... but oh well!
then at around 5 pravin, mel and ihsaan came 2 my house just 4 a few minutes... and pwuts gave me his present.. i got 2 turtles! he named it animrac and nivarp (our names backwards.. hahaah)... this morning ther were fighting for food.. its soc ute.. heehee
then 4 dinner i went out with my family 2 california grill at galadari.. the place was so expensive and formal.. the food was so good!
well that was my bday...
2mrw im gonna hav a girl's day thing.. we'r goin 2 lunch then gettin manicures and all if we can.. then we go back 2 my house and make rosie give us henna tattoes... hehe
then the next weekend 12th-13th, im takin about 12 ppl down south.. still not sure which hotel though.. evrythings booked...

anywaysss... im goin now!
tata!
0=)

sweet 17!

2005-11-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17thBDAY 2 ME

hmmm i'll tell ya'll bout my day 2mrw... im quite tired now...
tata!
ohhh.. i got 2 turtles! heehee

still bored

2005-11-01T11:46:00.000+08:00

im so bored that im just takin quizzes online...
here r sum results:
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The answers given to the questions have been shown to have a relevance to values and ideals that we hold in our personal lives. The analysis follows:
1. You are walking in the woods with pravin. pravin is the most important person in your life.
2. You see a fox. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.
3. You running with the animal? The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. (passively/aggressively)
4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your Dream House. It is medium sized. The size of your dream house is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems.
5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? You answered no. No fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not to drop by unannounced.
6. You enter the house. You walk to the dining area and see the dining table. flowers & chairs are on and around the table. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers, then you are generally unhappy.
7. You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. The cup is made of gold =). The durability of the material with which the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with pravin. For example, styrafoam, plastic, and paper are all disposable, styrofoam, paper and glass are not durable, and metal and plastic are durable.
8. You take it. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude towards pravin.
9. You walk to the edge of the property, where you find yourself standing at the edge of a lake. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
10. You cross the lake by walk/swim. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.
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1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the short road. You fall in love quickly and easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.
You give 55.00000000000001% and expect 44.99999999999999% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend.
You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person as the way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.
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BLACK
You demand a calm environment, free of conflict and disagreement.
You prefer natural to artificial.
You are capable of being comfortable in conditions that would bother others.
You are not easily disconcerted.
You enjoy attention, but are unsure of how to handle it. Just treat others as you'd like to be treated. It works!
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31-40 points
Other people see you as sensible, cautious, careful, and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or too easily, but someone who is extremely loyal to the friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize that it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but, equally, that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is broken.

this is actually true, i think..
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What High School label do you best fit into?
Prep: Some people make fun of the preps, but I think that it is cool! You are probally pretty, popular AND know how to have fun! Preps like being with thier friends, going to games, school dances and pep rallies.
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What is your dominant trait?

Dominant Personality: Innocence
Good Traits: You're bubbly and bright. You ask a lot of questions, and can make anyone smile.
Bad Traits: You're too naive. People will step all over you.
You're Most Like: Calm. You're laid back, and don't get much accomplished. But you have more energy than someone who's calm.
You Need More: Fear. You run into dangerous situations without a care, and find yourself trapped. Be aware, and listen to your instinct.

hmmmm... this really isnt completely true! but yes i AM innocent.. heehee
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What does your handwriting say about you?

Laid Back---Your handwriting seems to be more flowing and graceful. This means that you are pretty laid back and carefree most of the time. The fact that your handwriting can be so quickly written and sometimes messy is not a bad thing, because it means that you want to hurry and do what you are doing to get one with the better things in life. You are liked by most, and any enemies you may have are caused by jelousy towards you of people who envy your happy-go-lucky outlook on life.

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Perfectly PDA:
You're super at sending him that "I'm crazy about you" signal, but never go overboard with your affection. You can easily find ways to show him you like him without grossing out those around you.
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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

What Sign of Affection Are You?

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2005-11-01T11:08:00.000+08:00

See which Greek Goddess you are.

im the queen of godesses! heehee

oooh its my 17th bday in 2 days!
ADVANCED HAPPY BDAY 2 ME!

more pix! heehee

2005-10-30T10:35:00.000+08:00

my chinky-ness...hehe

its a rat on my shoulder! hehehe
bored!!
i soo wanted 2 buy this top but it was over 2000pesos and it was my last day in manila so i dint hav any money left!!!

these r pix of me & pravin taken the other nyt at devika's bday dinner

sum manila pix

2005-10-30T09:54:00.000+08:00

its greenbelt!! hehe

me and my cousin foolin around st sum store at the fort...

my murm!!

addiction is a bad thing....

2005-10-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

so i got back from manila on thursday.... what did i do there? yes i shopped... but surprisingly i dint get 2 buy so many things... just 2 shirts, a skirt, 2 jeans, a pair of wedge shoes, 4 flip flops, and sneakers 4 school... thats rily not much compared 2 the other times i went back 2 the phil... oh and i also bought this rily cool bronzer-like thing from MAC.. i lurve it! hehe... so if ever u fellers pass by mac, go and buy one! ask 4 'mineralize skinfinish'! get a free make-over while ur at it! hehehe.. itss fun! i was rily upset wen i went 2 U and i found a rily nice top... but it was over 2000pesos! and it was my last day so by the time i saw it i'v already spent all my money!!! hmmmmpphhh... how sad 4 me! hmmmm i feel kinda bad though... i'v spent loads of money 4 the past 4months! i went on a shopping spree every month! but oh well... its the least my parents can do 4 me b4 they drag us off back 2 the phil 4 good! =(... oh yah i also watchd into the blue (jessica alba is sooo HOT!!!) and deuce bigalow (damn funny! hehe).. and also the filipino dubai..

oh so about my exams!! i took the UST entrance exam last friday, october 14... its the special test 4 ppl who studied abroad and 4 foreigners.. i was with 3koreans and a persian... the exam rily wasnt that bad! i dint finish the mental ability part though.. i missed out about 10questions.. well i felt good after the exam.. it was waaaaay better than the UPCAT! then on sunday i was supposed 2 take the DLSU entrance test... but sadly, i woke up at 5am sick.. i was like vomitting and shitting.. hahaha.. gross right?? well i ate a bunch of calamari the night b4 that... hmmm i guess it wasnt fresh! hehe... i also got a slight fever... so i went 2 the doctor instead of takin the exam.. the next exams in april... but im gettin the result from UST and UP in jan/feb so if i pass one of those i wont hav 2 take the DLSU one... man i hope i rily get into UP!!!!!!!!!! please please please God!!!

ok well on thursday i got back early morning... in the evening 1st i went and picked up pravin.. we went 2 the commons and ate a bit.. then we met up with the others 2 watch a movie at around 7.. it finishd at like 9 and pravin had 2 leave so i kinda got mad cuz i missed him and i wanted 2 spend more time with him... but oh welll... so me, sarah, rosie, nathan and akila went 2 the commons again... then i got a msg from pravin which was supposed 2 b sent 2 akila (very smart pravin!) saying not 2 let me go home alone.. so in the end, akila and nathan had 2 drop me home (pravinnnn! never do that again!! i can go home by myself!!!)... hmmm well by friday me and pravin were ok again.. hehe as usual...
in the afternoon sarah and devika visited me at home cuz i cudnt b botherd going all the way 2 crescat 2 meet them... i also finishd the 2nd season of one tree hill yesterday! that season is so sad! wuts with evryone leaving?! that rily pissed me off!!!
ok so 2day, all of us will be going 4 dinner... still not sure where though... aiyoo pruts myt not b able 2 come!!! =(.. wanna see u pravin!!!
oh and 2mrw my parents r going 2 japan! me and my sis will b alone again from monday 2 thursday! hehehehe... aiyooo why r they going 2 b away on weekdays though?!?! arrrrggghhh...

well i'll b back later 2 post pics...
tata!

greenbelt & glorietta-my HOME! hehe

2005-10-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

well im here ryt now in makati... my mom rented an apartment ryt next 2 greenbelt again... so i'v been ther evryday since i got here...
did my UST exam on friday... it wasnt bad! hehe... well i rily hated a part of the english section.. like the synonyms [wuts with the huge words??] and that analogy thing... but the rest was ok... dint get 2 finish the mental ability test though.. heehee
well my entrance exam 4 DLSU is 2mrw... damn we gotta write an essay in both english and filipino... my english essays suck! how much wud i suck in flilipino??! damn!

anyways... i'll talk more bout my trip later... im just in an internet cafe which is gonna close sooon... pravin's mad at me also =(

tata

'maybe im amazed....'

2005-10-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm im listenin 2 that song ryt now... the gurl version not the john lennon one... i lurve it..
so u know wut 2day is?? hehe..
well 2day... i went 2 school... went 2 get stuff from my locker, and i found this heart pasted on it... then i opened my locker... and ther i found an elephant [y an elephant? pravin signifies elephants.. hehehe.. well he lurves them 4 sum reason... also its the only thing he can draw!] surrounded by a circle of flowers... hehe...

HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY PRUTSY!
mwaaaaahh!
sorry if i kinda upset u early morning though... =(... but the rest of the day was ok nuh?? hehe... except he was kinda upset cuz he lost the other present he was gonna giv me [aneyyy its ok babbs!]... but next time dnt get expensive presents also ok pwutsy? hehe... u dont even hav 2 giv me stuff! and wut was written in the card is by far ur best one yet.. hehehe... well it almost made me cry [seriously.. hehehe]... thank u! oh and i'l rily try 2 get u a nice present! if not, then i'll just make u a sandwich again.. hehe... yes i did make him a sandwich... well kinda lame but he askd 4 it!! aneyy u like my sandwiches! hehehe
mahal na mahal kita!
u'v been great prutsy... and i AM happy ok?? well i get upset sumtyms and yah it hasnt been so great but i am happy 2 b with u.. okk??
huggies =)

awww im also leavin 2nyt 4 manila cuz of the uni entrance exams... [gonna miss u 2 babbs.. hehe...] mann im damn nervous about the exams.. these r my last ones so theyr kind of my only chance in case i failed the UPCAT... and im just so damn screwed cuz i dont know half the stuff!! urrrggghhh... well at least im missing my bio and my maths half-term exams... but they myt actually make me do a make-up test.. damn! oh and the chem test 2day was so fucked up!! here i go again disappointing myself.. i just keep doing it over and over again... and i rily fear that i dont get into any of these unis.. that wud just suck big time!

aight prutsy's online.. gonna chat with him now.. hehe
tata!

shiet!

2005-10-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

im damn bored again..
im supposed 2 b studying 4 the UST and DLSU entrance exams but i just rily cnt b botherd... i'v still got like 4 sections of maths 2 cover, and half of chem and bio, and the whole of physics... think i can finish that by tuesday?? well the exam's on friday but im leavin 4 manila tuesday night... wen i get ther im heading straight 2 glorietta and greenbelt.. i dnt want 2 spend my time studying! hehe... oh man im so fuckered arent i?!?! oh welll... and its rily bothering me that i dont care so much... cuz if i dont get into UP i'v got 2 pass into at least one of these schools so if i screw up again like i did the UPCAT, then im so screwed!! well actually if i dont get into all 3 unis my mom's probably just gonna make me finish my A'Ls and go 2 singapore or malaysia or the UK or sum other country she thinks of 4 uni... that means i get 2 stay here in SL 4 another year which im not gonna complain of... and goin 2 a uni 2 another foreign country may not b so bad.. myt actually b fun... but i dunoo... 4 sum reason i just rily wana go back 2 the phil... i miss life ther! hmmmm.... decisions decisions... i hate em

ao ryt now im scanning the chunky chemistry homework cuz shaznitch lost her sheet... damn i'v got 2 finish that crap by 2mrw also! and again im fuckered!!

oh lookie i got a weband 'JUST SAY NO' in support of saying no 2 drugs!

anywayss... in the afternooon im going out 2 meet up with prutsy... then myt go 2 naba's place 2 see if hes ok and all.... hes planning on confessing his undying love 4 rosie 2mrw... shiettt! and she knows also... she doesnt know wut 2 do... and its confirmed that rosie IS in fact in love with nathan again... and yes nathan does love her back.. again... this must rily suck 4 rosie and naba... hmmm im not sure about nathan so much... is he even aware that naba's all upset? and wud he even care so much?? hmmm i dunoo so much... i cnt read that fellow... sumtyms hes incredibly nice sumtyms & hes just an ass... anyways... none of this is any of my business so i wont comment on it any further...

hmmm im still thinkin bout wut 2 get prutsy.. its our 2year anniversary on tuesday..... hmmmm myt just get him sumthing from the phil.... im also wondering wut hes givin me on my bday... hehehe... well he gives me a hint evry weekend.... wuts blue-ish with a bit of orange, that is small and light and can fit n my palm, and is plastic, and is sumthing that i used 2 like? hehe well i'll see in 3 and a half weeks! aiyo i aksd my parents 4 a new camera... i dont think theyr gonna get me that though! hehe... well i hope my dad just buys me those speakers 4 my ipod... i lurve presents!!!!!!

aight thats all 4 now fellers!
mwaaaaaaahhh*

colours of the wind.....

2005-10-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

pocahontas.... hehe that was random....

well i just finishd watching the movie again... my sis was on the computer and shes just randomly browsing then 4 some reason pocahontas comes 2 her mind and she askd me if pocahontas actually existed [she dint know that?!]... suddenly i just felt a craving 4 pocahontas so i looked 4 the vhs and watchd it! its my fave disney movie along with the little mermaid! pocahontas and ariel r my favourite disney princesses! hmmmm disney movies... half of my childhood was spent watching disney movies! i remember my dad handing me a new vhs evrytym he wud come back from a flight... i still hav those videos... and theyr still in their cases which r all bitten cuz i used 2 bite them while watching the movie.. hehe...
anywaysss... about pocahontas.. hmmm its the only disney film that has a sad ending... wenever i watch john smith sailing away i get upset... and until now, 16yrs old and all, i almost cried watching that ending! how can they just let go!?!?! thats something i could never understand... and wen the 2nd movie came out, i got upset even more! suddenly john rolph just came into the picture and john smith is ignored?! i despised him 4 separating pocahontas and john smith! i also thought john smith was waaaay cuter! hehe... and hellloo pocahontas was like ready 2 die 4 him! wer did all that love go?! its starting 2 upset me again!
hmmm wut happend 2 those kind of disney films?? i sooo miss them! well hey nemo and all r rily good and funny, but i want my princes and princesses!!! hehehe...

sh-sh-shakin'!

2005-10-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

hurr r just sum random pix taken yesterday...

me & my sis so so bored!

i think these r cooL!

this is me listenin 2 my ipod and studying

meet FiNk... my ipod.. hehe.. i lurve u!!!

anywayss... ey want more pix?? hehe... well i added the link 2 my multiply account... i just organise my pix ther...

if u wanna check it out just look 4 the link which is sumwer on the sidebar 2 the left... or just click here

ok i'll post again laters!

M.Y - L.I.F.E

2005-10-02T10:35:00.000+08:00

i'v never been more miserable in my entire life...
what makes it even more sad is that noone even knows....
but i guess i like it that way...
i never let ppl know what i rily feel... and thers noone who knows me well enough 2 notice anyway... like anyone gives a fuck

i hate the world... and thers nuthing wrong with that especially wen the world hates u back

... ... ....

2005-10-01T12:20:00.000+08:00

i wanna LEAVE this place....

<3 you & me...

2005-09-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

i lurrrrve LIFEHOUSE!

juz random..

hell week!

2005-09-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

urggghh... this week was rily annoying.. it was like a sports week! i hate sports!
on tuesday i had basketball... but at least that was cut by half an hour cuz of the concert photoshoot
wedneseday was the mini-meet and i did shot-put.. i freakin sucked... and on thursday i did discus.. well i kinda sucked in that 2.. but if that korean dint come, i wudv come 3rd at least! hehe... and 2day was the actual sports meet... and i did long jump.. and yes, i did suck.. hehe.. but at least i dint fall on my ass or worse, my face... devika picked me up and we were already ther by 7:30! i helped her do the decorations for hillary... and my mouth hurt after blowing so many red balloons! then we run out of balloons.. devika went 2 the store but they only had yellow ones.. so we had 2 spray paint them red... but one can of spray paint only managed 2 cover 2 balloons... heehee... and pravin got 100 yellow balloons 4 columbus! geeeezz!

spending the whole day under the sun, my face is now completely red! and my legs got darker... my feet are damn white compared 2 them now... its like from the thighs 2 the shoulders, its all white [or chinky yellow].. and other than that, its now brown or really red... it looks so gross... especially my neck... the sports shirts shoudnt have round necklines... =(.. aiyoo...
apart from ppl getting sunburnt (or maybe that was only me...), many ppl started collapsing and vomitting and all... its either from the extreme heat or ppl in our school r just rily unfit.. or both... well the sports meet rily shouldnt b held on the 1st term of school! the atheletes havent had practice! hehe... y the hell am i complaining anyway... like im such a good athlete! but damn was it hot! i felt so dehydrated and i was sweating like hell! i dint even do anything much and i was dying! and i got a rily bad headache...
this week i also realized how much being a house captain must suck... well im not one but muh friends r... devika, danny, nabil and pravin were damn stressed this week! but damn theyr rily good house captains! im sooo proud of muh fwends! hehehe..

well the only good thing that came out of the whole week is that on thursday, i got 2 miss my final 2 periods [which was chemistry!!!] 2 go and do discus.... and HILLARY house won for the girls... yay hillary!! devika was so happy... nabil also cuz armstong won 4 the guys... 2day i also wore the columbus spongebob badge[pravin lurves spongebob... he made it columbus' theme! hehehe].. well i also had 2 support my bf's house! hehehe...and besides, i was in columbus once! well 4 like one term but still... hmmm and fleming house, i never liked fleming.. hehehe.. but sin... they were also good!

anywaysss... i shall go now
tata!
urrrrrrrggggggghhhhh im sooooo red!!!!!!!

cam-whore moments

2005-09-26T18:57:00.000+08:00

these pix were takin the other day [saturday]... we went 2 our fwend's house where we cooked our own dinner!
1st i picked up pravin then we went 2 the grocery 2 buy stuff... then we went 2 odel where we met up with evryone else...

ok so this is all of us crushed in danny's van! akila and jeevan bought eggs at the grocery just so they cud throw em at random cars on the road.. later on jeevan accidentally cracked one inside the van... wut an idiot! heehee

now this is at danny's house cooking & preparing the food.. that thing in the bottom right corner is jeevan's messed up egg.... hehehe

this one is a pic of all of us eating.. yurrrrm! =).. we also had 2 order pizza

and this is just all of us fooling around 4 the rest of the night! that one in the corner is sarah wearing a korean dress which they found hanging in danny's closet.. haha

lots of pix huh?? hehe
well that was fun
we shall all do it again!

danny dropped us all later at around 11 at barista... we were gonna hang out ther 4 a while but tnl onstage was on so the place was packed.. the others just walked 2 sarah's house... pravin dropped me home even though he could have just walked 2 his house from ther.. aney thank u =) sorry 4 the trouble.. hehe

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ok so about 2day... hmmm i had a bad day.. i dunoo if its just me PMSing or im just rily rily rily sick of school.... i hate school!! aiyo aiyo..... pravin.... sorry 4 all the complaining u hav 2 deal with evryday! hehe... mwaaaahhh!!!
anywaysss... i hate chemistry.. its just so damn hard and stressful! and bio is a bit annoying now as well... and maths! damn its just too much freakin work! 3 subjects is a LOT! thank God i dint do 4!!

oh so i'v started studying seriously 4 my UST and DLSU entrance exam... im just gonna study all those MSA reviewer things i got... finishd studying general science 2day during my free period.. i got 5 more chunks 2 study.. bio, chem, physics, maths, and english! but the exam's in 2weeks.. im pretty sure that by then i wont b able 2 recall half of wut i study now... oh welll.... i rily feel like a disappointment sumtyms =( sum days i just rily feel like BREAKING DOWN & CRYING! ok it all seems so dramatic but seriously.... uuurrrrgggggghhh!!

MY LIFE SUCKS ryt now! =(

pixiess!

2005-09-25T13:52:00.000+08:00

sum of the pix from the school trip last week....

me & pwutsy on the way 2 the hotel

theyr like the srilankan flag! hehe

the gurls.. and the giant chess board!

mwaaaaah! lurve u =)

well thats all 4 now...
laterz!!!

'follow the leader leader leader follow the leader...' hahaha

2005-09-18T15:51:00.000+08:00

just got back from the SCHOOL TRIP.. im damn tired 2...

DAY 1
well we left friday morning and arrived at the hotel at around 11 i think.. and we were greeted by the animators who sang songs with their little dance moves[follow the leader leader leader.. hahaha...] after lunch we played speed dating... the gurls and the guys had 2 b in 2 circles and one of the 2 moved around the circle and ask evry person opposite them 2 questions... noone rily cared... it freakin sucked! hehe.. it was a waste of time 2! then in the afternoon we all just hung out by the pool and in the beach... after dinner me and my friends played that doctor doctor game.. the one where u tangle yourselves up.. hehe.. ther was an animation show at night [the animators sang the follow the leader song again in the end.. hehe...] and it was followed by a disco! it was only 4 the ppl in our school.. it was rily fun [except me and pravin were having a fight so he just stayed in his room while i danced happily].. ervyone was just squished together on the stage... then i started feeling rily bad so i called pravin but he was being rily wicked 2 me :(... then i told him 2 fuck off... so i just went back 2 my room and stayed ther 4 a while until my friends came and i went back 2 the disco with them... then pravin came! hehe.. so then we just sat ther 4 a while then joined the other people in the dance floor... after the disco the Upper6 ppl went 4 a swim... our class went 2 our room and just talked and squished 2gether on the bed.. suddenly 2 of the teachers just came in and pretended 2 b taking the register, then another teacher jumped from the other room's balcony 2 our balcony wearing a scream mask and tried 2 scare us all.. hehe.. then we were all asked 2 go back 2 our own rooms... then i got annoyed at myself cuz i 4got 2 bring the solution 4 my contacts! so i had 2 borrow from adil.. then at around 3 or sumthing adil, farij, and rohith came 2 our room wearing white sheets over their heads and singing the 'follow the leader' song.. haha.. so then me, devika and vidya went with them, along with our white sheets, and went 2 the other building 2 visit other ppl's rooms and 2 sing the stupid song... then we had 2 run back 2 our rooms cuz the teachers were ther... me, dev and vidya went back 2 our room cuz we were scared 2 get caught... well the others were caught later on, but wen they did they all just started laughing including the teachers.. haha

DAY 2
pravin came 2 our room in the morning so we all woke up and got ready 4 breakfast... then we played sum treasure hunt game which is another event that noone cared about.. hehe.. after lunch we got 2 do wutever we wanted cuz the other teachers convinced the stupid teacher in charge of the trip 2 just leave us all alone.. haha... but then at 4 we had 2 go 2 the bar area and they played musical chairs! it rily felt like a kid's bday party.. and it took so damn long 2 finish! after that we all went 2 the beach and played tug of war.. we played against houses.. hillary won against armstrong [yay!], and fleming won against columbus... fleming won the winners match.. after that almost evryone just kind of jumped into the pool or got pushed in.. that was fun 2.. i just sat on the side cuz i dint feel like swimming and i forgot 2 bring my tankini top! the sexy random boys were also ther.. hahaha... after dinner ther was another animation again.. and yes they did sing the 'follow the leader' song again.. hehe.. that was like THE song of the trip.. then ther was another disco.. me and pravin went 4 a walk and just hung out outside near the pool and looked at the sky... hmmm that was nice :)... we talked bout us and wut we'r gonna do wen i leave.. well i know he wants 2 break up.. but i dont.. i know its gonna b damn hard, but i wana try :(... so then he was feelin kinda sick and his throat was killing him so we went 2 my room and stayed ther 4 a while... then our friends came... evryone was askd 2 leave the disco cuz the random hotel guests were trying 2 hit on sum of the students... me and pruts just sat by the pool again and we kinda fell asleep 4 a while.. i felt a little sick myself and i was all cold so i had 2 wear his shirt also.. evryone else just kinda hung around near the pool... hmmm almost evryone was in a not-so-good mood that time.. at around 2am i askd pruts 2 come with me 2 the room cuz i felt rily tired.. but then wen we got ther vidya was alredy asleep and we kept banging the door but she wudnt wake up! then devika came wit the key but the door still wudnt open cuz vidya looked it from inside! then we askd mr.prakash 2 jump 2 the balcony from the next room but the sliding door was locked as well! i was a bit annoyed that time cuz i rily felt die-ish.. vidya finally woke up and opened the door after about half an hour of us banging the door! i cudnt b botherd changing so i just slept and pravin stayed with me... i woke up at around 3.30 and he was gone and devika only came back 2 the room at like 4...

DAY 3
i woke up at about 7.30 2 shazana banging on the door! i tried 2 go back sleep but then freakin jeevan came and was sayin that we were leaving in half an hour.. bloody liar.. hehe.. i cudnt go back 2 sleep so i went 2 prutsy's room bu he was still asleep.. i just lay ther with him 4 a while then went 2 hav a shower and change 4 breakfast.. at around 10 we had 2 go and pack our stuff... we took a group pic and left at around 10.30... i got annoyed in the bus cuz the freakin Form5s sat in the back of the bus again! geeez.. the upper class always sits at the back! they alredy got 2 sit ther on the way 2 the hotel!! hehe... i got even more annoyed cuz pravin spilled root beer all over my jeans! hmmm wen we got 2 the school i kinda dint talk 2 him and he said he wud drop me home but i was so mad so i just took a trishaw.. :(... i just msgd him saying im sorry but he hasnt replied yet.. either hes mad at me 4 being a bitch or maybe hes just sleeping.. aiyooo...

i dint get 2 take so many pix from the trip.. i even took the digital camera as well as the film cam cuz i wanted 2 take soo many pix since its my last school trip.. but i only took about 10! ohh well..
well i'll post sum pix sum other time

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oooh my mom's coming back 2mrw midnight! and aney my dad's so cute.. hes not gonna b here cuz he went 4 a flight in london.. hes only coming on tuesday afternoon.. on the computer he put a pic of my mom as the wallpaper and the screensaver says 'welcome back luv'.. its so cute! hehe

aight im gonna go and sleep!
mwaaaaaaahhh!

C + P

2005-09-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm 23months now... thats damn long! hehe

i Love U Pwutsy
=)
thanks 4 evrything babbs
how the hell could i possible leave u? =(
see, i told u! u make my life damn hard! hehe
mwaaah!
MK lots.. always

huggies =)